Baby I want you so much.....
So I'm addicted to this song right now. It's called anonymous by bobby valentino and most of you probably haven't heard of it before but yes it is a great song.
So this spring break has taken a turn for the best. It started out pretty crappy with me having a full case of the flu but I've noticed I get a lot of well needed thinking done when I'm sick so I was very productive during this time. As the week progresses I've gotten to a very calm point now where I am in a happier state. I made amends with someone that was truly my other half because for 7 years she was my best friend ever so today I talked to her for the first time in months and we are ok again. I've seen so many of my old friends like Amber, David I even saw karys today at celebration I didnt see her at first but she stopped me and said hi it was a cool weird.
So I've come to this point in my relationship where I think we will truly make it for a while. I mean we've gotten passed the evil 2 months, the drinking issue, even the touching thing isn't a problem which everyone said was going to be so HA in your face. We're doing good though I mean we are on understanding terms, there is still tons of mystery which is another thing I need in a relationship because I dont want to know everything there is to know about someone all at once. I want to continue to learn things and believe me there is so much more to know. But so far as us as a whole we're doing good. Besides my random moodswings which are getting under control and my clinginess which I still need to work on. I dont have a pic of him in my wallet, we dont have a secret hand shake, he doesnt have his very own ringtone, and I dont cook him pancakes or vice versa so sorry gym class heroes but besides that we are great. I truly have come to love him with all my heart which is something hard since it has been broken so many times but I don't think he will hurt me so hey what is there left to lose?
Some parting lyrics for you all....
"For a moment I almost lost everything, for a moment I forgot about memories. But I wonder and realize how much you mean to me, for a moment I almost lost you and me."
"And I know this much is true, baby you have become my addiction. I'm so strung out on you, can barely move but I like it, and it's all because of you, yeah it's all because of you. And it's all because I can never get enough, you're the sweetest drug."