So don't blame me if I decide to just run.....
Spring break has had so many ups and downs and dips and twists and turns it is crazy. I've found this song last night that I had been searching for but I found it as I was crying and it's an emo song so great timing. Last night was truly crazy. I had a great time with Jill, Carrie, and Jimmy because we can just sit in Steak N' Shake and be retarded and have everyone ine the place judge us like we are dumb and still have the best time ever. That's why I love those guys. I dont know what I would do if I didnt have them in my life. But then my night ended with me crying. I don' t want to get into detail about it but mucho thanks to the ppl that tried to make me feel better and were there for me. Especially Carrie like I would have just lost it if it wasn't for her. She kept me level headed as much as she could and kept my feet on the ground when I just wanted to jump off a bridge so mucho thanks to her.
I'm talking to my old best friend again and it's so great to be able to talk to her again because despite all the drama we have been through I've missed her so much. I'm going to her house after kareoke tonight so yay!!!
Had lunch today with my mom and Jimmy and of course she did the mom thing by asking him every question she could think of then sharing my 2 big bad stories about the only 2 times I've actually gotten in trouble. They were embarrasing a little but then again it was good to see her take to him well. She's a really nice lady if you are nice to her first. He was really quiet though so she had something to say about that and she thinks he should talk more. But besides that all went well so I'm happy about that. Now we just have to go through the dinner with him and my dad. That will be a hell of a lot harder than lunch with mom. I hope we can all survive that one.
Here are some lyrics from the song I just found.....
"I'm not feeling so well, maybe we could just sit for a spell. And make amends-it depends on my injury, I dont wanna be me."
"I'm not feeling so sure, it would help if you offered a cure. If I wait it's too late for the remedy, I don't wanna be me."
"You won't save me, cause I"m not the fortunate one. So don't blame me, if I decided to go hide or instead just run"