The possibility of it happening are slim to none, and yet it did

[brighteyesihave]

This world is so small its crazy. The fact that the circle gets bigger and comes back to me really irrates me. I wish I could just break away, because as long as I stay in this fanatic ungodly social structure I'm just going to go insane. Such moral decay and the unveiling of true character, so grotesque in that light. I want to hide, shield my

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[anonymous]

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I just filled up like four fucking boxes of song writing and shit to this one!! Rrrraahhh! And twice, the internet kicks me off and It's gone, all those freaking diferent ways I was going to show you relflections of your'e greatness and the hero motief I see in youre personality to be flowered in your'e defeate, poof! The spin on rap which reverses it's negative media implantations and the part where I express your'e glowing motherfuckin gift that would bring light to others poooooooooooof

[anonymous]

also i know i have written things which would seem to directly correlate to this sort of circumstance in a similar way, but the feeling which I am able to associate with myself has not the same sadness?

luke

[brighteyesihave]

You have a love for people and analyzing them, do you not? Or actually you use others reflections and reflect them onto yourself? I am trying to understand what I don't know. Your posts have snapped me back to reality, the fact that what I write can be read by those I don't know. Hence the name "livejournal," I feel oblivious as to not have been more careful before. I try to be general in my thoughts and feelings, not to pinpoint names. It is not to hard since feelings are pretty general in the first place, it's what causes them that may show differences. Unfortunately I seem to rapidly change from happiness to doubt to fear to ultimate insanity. Happiness is fleeting although we seem to all try to hold on to even though we should have let go of it a long time ago. Regret is a horrible thing. If we don't regret how do we learn then? Am I making any sense? It's all relative when it comes to emotions, there is no judgement. If someone feels something, they feel it. There is no right or wrong. Do you think we can train

what? is looking back

[anonymous]

Good digging I ... see I has a lot in common. Yes to feel ones own emotion is one thing but... what of another.

I will write more

p.s. oh and I realize questions lead to the reavealing of perspective. If I had all the questions...hmmm hm. But words do me what feeling? A bubble some may live in. Internal existance wraped in a fear of self expression. But concerning all of this fear, could it be??? Oh could it be, we don't want to see the blindness of internal falsity.

luke