zak was in a car accident. he left my house real late and fell asleep at the wheel. he flipped his car on 70 and actually got up and called 911. he bruised his lungs and busted up his spleen but they repaired it. he should be home in a few days. he's in a lot of pain. he mgiht forget the pain but i will ener forget this empty feelnig of anger, ( Read more... )

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning ( Read more... )

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so..... its my birthday. its cool if you didn't remember because a lot of people didn't. it doesn't really matter to me. i never really expect anything from anyone on my birthday. besides lizzie. we always pull through for each other when it comes to birthdays.there was only one person that i wanted a sincere excited happy birthday from and i got a ( Read more... )

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you ( Read more... )

this is all wrong. he doesn't really mean it, does he? it is not possible. it wasn't suposed to be like this. this entire weekend was supposed to be different. i keep escaping to my car and driving aimlessly or just sitting. this isn't right at all. he knows better than this. i know he does. why do i feel so guilty? so inadequate? so flawed? i'm ( Read more... )

aw yes more visitors. my dad has started a motel. first it was uncle wade and co. and that was a good time esp. after i got used to it. now its just random friends and relative i haven't met in a very long time ranging from like 5 years ago to never. its getting ridiculous and starting to cut into my life. not such a big fan. anyway off to write a ( Read more... )

at this very moment i am sitting in the library of boston college stealing a computer from some very studious student to type a quick entry. i am such a rebel ( Read more... )

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I just planned my spring break and its gonna suck. all i'm doing is working and college visitng. I will have like a half day of snowboarding at vermont if i can fit it in and perhaps i will learn something without having to worry about anyone i know seeing me as i am going in Killington Vermont. This is a very nice mountain i hear. i wish someone ( Read more... )