although I've had my suspicions for awhile now ( Read more... )

how people can change so much in so little time. I've been notcing lately that a lot of the people I hang out with aren't the people I became friends with anymore, and it hurts. really bad. I feel alone, a feeling I haven't felt this much since 8th grade. I had no friends back then, and things got so much better... I had so many people that I cared ( Read more... )

Alex is a fucking skank and she's really annoying the shit out of everyone, not just me.

I'm about ready to shoot her.

poop.

wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be ( Read more... )

and I also didn't get to see Russell AGAIN tonight.
it was lame.
I saw him for like 5 minutes.
but...
when he left, he didn't give anyone a hug besides me, so that was kinda, lyke, cool.
haha.
I'm a nerd.
but he does give very good hugs.
we haven't hung out in like 34234232 months.
maybe more like 1, but it still sucks.
poo.
:[[[[[[[

I'm a teribble child.
:[[

but the gun won't cock ( Read more... )

loneliness has been consuming me lately.
I just want someone to hold me.
and love me.
everyone around me has someone
and I'm really starting to think that's never going to happen to me.

there has to be just ONE boy out there that thinks I'm beautiful?
that thinks I'm wonderful to be around?
that wants me?

doesn't there?

c'mon, let's make this last.

harass this boy. [linkhe hacked into my account ( Read more... )