I'm officially an idiot.
although I've had my suspicions for awhile now.
yesterday I freaked out on my friend, Steve, like a mondo psycho bitch over hair dye. I don't know why exactly. maybe it was because I was PMSing like a mother fucker or perhaps because I'd had a bad week. being fucked up on xanax probably added to the mix as well. well, whatever it was, I flipped. waaaay hardcore. all because she was pissing me off about some dye that she wanted me to do for her, and I wanted to use some, but she wouldn't let me. I just always feel like I give but never get back, and so I got really mad. too mad, and I overreacted like WHOA!
so, now, Steve doesn't want to be my friend anymore. she told me I was crazy [which I agree with] and that she couldn't deal with me anymore. I guess I can't blame her, I wouldn't want to be friends with me, but it hurts really bad.
I'm sorry, Steve
yesterday I freaked out on my friend, Steve, like a mondo psycho bitch over hair dye. I don't know why exactly. maybe it was because I was PMSing like a mother fucker or perhaps because I'd had a bad week. being fucked up on xanax probably added to the mix as well. well, whatever it was, I flipped. waaaay hardcore. all because she was pissing me off about some dye that she wanted me to do for her, and I wanted to use some, but she wouldn't let me. I just always feel like I give but never get back, and so I got really mad. too mad, and I overreacted like WHOA!
so, now, Steve doesn't want to be my friend anymore. she told me I was crazy [which I agree with] and that she couldn't deal with me anymore. I guess I can't blame her, I wouldn't want to be friends with me, but it hurts really bad.
I'm sorry, Steve