So I worked hard for three and a half years. I busted my ass. For one goal. And then all of that hard work pays off and in one day I get into both medical schools that I applied to. After a year of doubting my credentials and my ability, it was over. And nothing has ever been so anti-climatic in my life. So for the last week I've been trying to get ( Read more... )

When was the first time you woke up and realized that the world didn't revolve around you? It seems like an obvious thought, that I shouldn't have been so blind to for the last 22 years of my life. But for some reason I missed the memo. My life isn't a movie. These people aren't the supporting cast. Decisions I make affect them, sure. But more ( Read more... )

I AM ( Read more... )

So Thanksgiving Break officially begins tomorrow. Although, I still have to work tomorrow night. Stupid coffee shop. Well I am making shitloads of money. And getting tons of numbers from underage boys. That my friends is the beauty of looking 17 ( Read more... )

it's nights like this that i miss him more than ive ever missed anyone in my life ( Read more... )

less than 4 days home and that's the only way i can describe how i feel. that's completely ridiculous. why do i feel the need to hang out with people at night. they just make me angry at their ignorance and apathy. they just leave me smelling like a disgusting mixture of cheap beer, smoke, and pot. yeah, i'm a fucking snob. i refuse to hang out ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot lately about the way I treat people. In many ways I realized I have hurt people both intentionally and unintentionally. But I think so much of it stems from my need to keep my guard up. People who think they know the real me, may be completely wrong. And I like it that way. That's the bitch in me. But I'm a bitch usually as ( Read more... )

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2 fucking blocks from my house.

i HATE karma

and cops.

i don't feel good.

why can't i depend on my friends?
i always feel replaceable.

i'm bad homesick...
for edinburgh.