another dip downward.

[bread_whore]

I feel so sad and lonely today. I yearn for connection of some sort. I think it's all within me, all part of this depression, a thought that in itself is depressing. I'm always reaching outward, wishing that someone would come envelop me in assurance, warmth and love, and that that would make all my demons go away. But I'm afraid of people, and

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[himemiyapinku]

It's worth it. Or at least that's what my doctor says. I'm sure there's a sliding scale/pro bono therapist/psychologist place in Charlotte, I know there's one in Asheville. I'm not saying a doctor will fix everything, but it really helps me.

I want my fat rolls to go away too.

[bread_whore]

Yeah, there is an organization in Charlotte that has a sliding scale system... I just can't seem to make it work though. I was seeing a woman there, but the sessions are only 50-60 minutes, and it takes me that long just to get up and running. I've toyed with the idea of seeing if the woman I saw right after I left college is available, but that would require a huge swallow of my pride and I don't even know if she's the one I need anyway. I'm very conflicted. But I do think I would benefit from seeing someone.