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Happily Never After
"I dont think I want this anymore"
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself "You've left before
This time you will stay gone , thats for sure"
And he shattered something as
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be
The time that she
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Vent
All i fucking did was stand up for a friend that noone likes.. does this make me not respect my friends... if that is so then you have been a pretty shitty set of friends. -
Anxiety/Depression
About two years ago i was Diagnosed with something called Acute anxiety, and also Depression. I am suprised how many people don't understand what Anxiety entails, most i have come across assume that it is panic attacks, and thats its. Its not, it is many different things. Mine happened to manifest itself in Lies and stories. Which then loops ( Read more... ) -
Lessons
A lesson taught is usually one learned, i have had to go through my fair share of lessons in the last two years, i have learned who i really want as my friends, and who i don't.
Ive learned that running away from your problems isn't a good thing to do, but sometimes it has to be done.
Ive learned that you should always look down both paths before ( Read more... ) -
Life/Love
I gave up, i waited for two months for him to figure out wat he wanted, he doesnt want me, he wants the thought of me. he wants to leave me dangling so he can wait till something better comes along, i love him but i dont love him enough to be used ( Read more... ) -
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I cant do this... cant pretend that i want it to be all fixed... and make it all better... all i want to do is cry... -
how do you fight for something that feels right
So Alan and I are having our first fight. Its about My exes... he seems to think that i am still hung up mainly on Mekael. If someone had asked me if i still love M a month ago i woul dhave said yes and i would love to try to get him back ( Read more... ) -
Love
This last month or so have been a whirlwind... but they have opened my eyes to what i felt in my last relationships. Love is such a funny thing. At the time if you had asked me if I could love anyone other then J or M i would have said no. But then this guy comes into my life and hes this amazing person. He shows me that someone can love me ( Read more... ) -
Happy new year
So Happy new year everyone.... This year all i can say was full of up and downs with me... it started okay, then quickly shifted to bad, then i hit rock bottom, having to cut everyone out so i could fix myself ( as you all know). It ended on a amazing note.... im falling in love with this amazing guy, and he makes me happy ant d he cares about who ( Read more... )