Its amazing how we can lose ourselves in a book or a film. Sometimes when reality doesnt hold what you desire, you are able to conjour up something a bit different simply from printed words. Reflecting upon the lives of the characters as if it were your own. Feeling their pain, desires and happiness. Recently the desire to read more and more has ( Read more... )

Ah, alas, its new years eve. Seems to bring out the stupid people. Working tonight made me realize just how much I hate stupid people and that i should do the world a favor and keep a gun in my pocket. Anywho. Happy New Year to all.

So what is it about men that is so fascinating? Belive me, if I could figure out how to be single the rest of my life i would, but for some strange reason I want that guy to spend the rest of my life with. But with finding the right one, one has to go through the wrong ones first. And it is oh so hard when that relationship ends. Then its time to ( Read more... )

Ah, Christmas has come and gone yet again. What was with it this year? didnt even feel like christmas. Did the usual, sat around and watched movies. Christmas movies your ask? why not at all, ive watched pretty woman, nightmare on elm street, wes craven's new nightmare, and finally im in the midst of Romey and Michelle's High School Reunion. ( Read more... )

So at work we usually play little games to keep us sane. Tonight we decided to play "things you dont wanna hear during sex" and these are just random clips we hear throughout the night. We work in a resturant so it gets interesting ( Read more... )

The funny thing about life is you have to make mistakes in order to learn. The funny thing about love is you don’t really make mistakes; you get burnt and grow stronger. Love is one of those things that you don’t miss until you’ve had it, and then you either desire it or become fearful of it. Those that find love amongst their high school pears are ( Read more... )

*Sigh* I confronted Michael today, as I thought after i calmed a bit, he wasnt cheating on me after all. Though he did lie to me about andy. I regret the day i first spoke to andy on gay.com. Even more so i regret giving michael hs sn. Michael has no interest in andy, I know this for a fact. Michael has few friends, because michael himself is ( Read more... )

Breaking up is hard to do, or so the song says. I should know better than to expect a clean break up, but yet again ive been stupid. As usual its amazing how people being to say things they "didnt feel right" saying before. Such as hey, btw, your boyfriend is fucking half the state! And you ask why they didnt say it before and the reply is ( Read more... )

Life as usual seems to only become more confusing. How is one suppost to find true love if it seems to not exist? Breaking up with Michael was one of the worst experiances of my life, mainly because I hurt him, and I just cant stand to see someone in pain. I left him with the possibilty that we could work things out, but even I know this wont ( Read more... )