First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Homes
Last sentence you said: ‘Do you need anything?’
Last song you sang: Shut up- Blink 182. “Shut the fuck up she said…I’m going fucking deaf…you’re always too loud…everything’s too loud…”

PRESENT
What's in your cd player?: Blink, a mixed CD, and I’m pretty sure The Used are in there too.
What colour socks are you ( Read more... )

It hurts.

I don’t want to whinge about the man of my life over and over but I can’t help but feel neglected by him. He has blown me off three times this week. Yes, two of them were for legitimate reasons, and I know that he cares about me, but why is it that I’m always the one who isn’t…I don’t know. Well I guess I just want to know why we aren’t ( Read more... )

So it’s 2006. J This is it. This is MY YEAR! Everything I have ever done/will ever do has come down completely to my efforts of THIS YEAR.

And I’m not even going to pretend I’m not crapping myself about it…In a few lousy months I’m going to be finished with high school, and who knows? Getting ready to leave home and head off to uni? Moving? ( Read more... )

I’ve been thinking about relationships lately.

How is mine going?

It’s a question that confuses, yet excites me at the same time.  As far as I’m concerned things are fine between us, and it’s true that I think I might be falling in love with him more and more with every minute that we’re together. But this is strange to me though, because not ( Read more... )

• MY DAD IS HOME AGAIN! Woot Woot ( Read more... )

So I sorted it all out with Leigh. He knew that I wasn’t happy with him, and I learnt that I shouldn’t have just assumed that when he’s not with he doesn’t have other plans…Sometimes it surprises me when I think about how level headed he is. I sometimes wonder how it is that I am with a guy like Leigh. He’s funny, smart, hot, random (good thing,) ( Read more... )

I’m a little annoyed right now ( Read more... )

When Leigh came over yesterday things between us felt better than ever. I smile whenever I think of him. :-) Even with his imperfections he is just so…I dunno, right for me I guess. He brought me flowers in return for the ones that I had left him on Tuesday and hugs me in a way that makes me never want him to let go ( Read more... )

• I can’t believe it is almost Christmas. Wow it has come quick, no? I haven’t finished my shopping yet…but I guess that’s because finding ‘the perfect gift’ isn’t exactly my number one priority at the moment ( Read more... )

Once you stop journal entries it is hard to really get back into them. But I started this journal for a reason, so I’m going to try my best to keep it going ( Read more... )