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[brainwalker]

I feel like I should probably make more use of this space, but I am unsure as to how to go about it. There's no news to report. Rarely ever is. Plus, I don't feel like I have the right to angst (not that I often let that stop me) because I have not really taken all the action I can to change my current situation. Or, much of any action at all,

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[godofrock]

Ah, you aren't that bad. I've seen some pretty angsty people in my days. At least this entry isn't a page long. You project a sort of "suave explorer" persona that makes me green with envy... and kryptonite poisoning.

[brainwalker]

So you're saying I should study archaeology and whipslinging, then? Perhaps I have missed my true calling :P

[gc130a]

Then you prove that evil really only does need a hug, by glomping the villains... to DEATH!

[kaisharga]

Do one of those internal-conversation things. They're fun enough, and can be useful and/or artistic!

Alternately, interpretive dance.

Also, what we can and cannot force ourselves to do is a part of ourselves. Mutable, of course, but a part nonetheless. I coerced myself into thinking I could be some kind of crazy Don Juan if I dropped my crazy moral standards of what 'should be' and what 'is right' and all those other things. But you know what else? I can't do that. It's just not in me. Some people are naturally dickheads. Some people are not. So don't let this thing get you down too much--you are, in ways, a byproduct of your history.

With that said, it is good to want more. But if you want something you've never had, you have to do something you've never done.