i'm not alright. I have never felt so low. I have no where to go and no one to talk to. I wish it was back in 2007 again. that summer was amazing. my glory days if you will. but now things have turned. I have never felt so low. I have no best friends to talk to. Everyone sucks. no one has time to talk. i'm so angry at God. I'm so angry at everyone ( Read more... )

i want to be a princess in your eyes ( Read more... )

i want out. i want to get out of this cycle. this cycle of what i am expected to do and need to do. who is to write these standards for my life anyhow? i want out. i want do not be expected by society to succeed at everything i do. i want to have my own path and stop following what the "right path" is. i know what i want to do in life to be ( Read more... )

every time a good christian couple breaks up-- i lose a piece of hope for "love".

who knows anymore...

May 10, 2008 ( Read more... )

English- 4.0 ( Read more... )

so spring break is pretty sweet. nick eric and amanda left my house today. i really enjoyed being with them. amanda let me borrow her book "Velvet Elvis" by Rob Bell ( a pretty famous preacher) and i was just readin through the first chapter and thought i'd refect on a few main points that i was able to grasp from it ( Read more... )

i'm learning how to guard my heart.

They told me not to dwell on it, but i keep thinking about it ( Read more... )