I've been thinking a lot lately. I've been thinking about relationships, both friendships and sexual/romantic relationships, but mostly the romantic kind. I've been thinking about Jason and the fact that yesterday was the first birthday of his that him and I haven't spent together since 1997; since before I knew him. I've been thinking about ( Read more... )

What's this? I leave livejournal for a little bit, I come back, and there's actually posts on my friends page? Man, I remember the Golden Age of LJ, when there were pages and pages to read if you missed a day ( Read more... )

I have had such a crappy week, but not in a negative way, really. I have just been really emotional and am unsure if it relates to my new birth control or what. Maybe I'm pregnant, HA ( Read more... )

I'm kind of mentally drained. My mom came in from out of town (Tucson) to visit and to try to clear up some issues between herself and my older sister. She stayed with me while she was here, and while this sounds horrible, she just drained me. I felt like the whole time she was here, she had such a hard time facing what my sister had to say to ( Read more... )

I've had a great week ( Read more... )

I hate that there are things in my life that I cannot discuss openly here because of protection reasons. I am very open and will have to write about them on paper instead of here, but this is also a sounding board for my friends so that I might send messages out to them about what's going on in my life ( Read more... )

I'm having one of those mornings where nothing can go wrong and all you feel is happy and thrilled to be alive. This comes as a change for the week, considering what I've been dealing with RE: Arno. It's been a mentally challenging week and I'm honestly not sure how it will end, but him and I (as I've said a million times before) are very close ( Read more... )

So I've been slapped in the face back toward reality in that I've been called selfish, once again, by someone I love. I've been put down, deconstructed, and downright hurt by things said, while I said hurtful things too, just trying to get my feelings across and known. I really do suck at this whole "communication" thing, but the truth is, I'm ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back at work. Three days off...almost four without classes...are over and gone and sleeping in happened. I'm not kidding. I slept until 12 noon Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. And I loved every minute of it ( Read more... )

So for the last three weeks I have been watching my caloric intake. I LOST OVER FOUR POUNDS THIS WEEK!! :) That means in three weeks I've lost 8 total...WOW. I'm gonna keep playing DDR ( Read more... )