Drained
I have had such a crappy week, but not in a negative way, really. I have just been really emotional and am unsure if it relates to my new birth control or what. Maybe I'm pregnant, HA! :)
Things with Arno are as well as they can be, and this week I've had a breakdown in realization that he's only been gone for one month and that he'll be gone at least four more. *Le Sigh* It's getting tough and his daughters miss him.
I haven't talked about all the changes going on at my work because I feel somewhat negatively about them. I'll just say that a lot is about to change in the way of personel here, and I'm not too stoked about it. On top of that, I'm just downright tired of my job. It's been over a year and I'm not sure where it's getting me (other than HUGE paychecks all summer long).
Finally, there is waaaay too much shit going on with Jason. Michelle yelled at me (his girlfriend) on the phone last night because she's been tormenting him for months about him hanging out with me while she's not there, and while I understand her concern, COME ON, IT'S JASON. He's a great guy, and I'm totally devoted to and in love with Arno. So anyway, she said some really mean and hateful things to me on the phone last night. Let's just say it's good that I don't know where she lives, because I would fuck a bitch up.
Arno and I also got in a fight on the phone last night because I ask him to be somewhat more outwardly emotional about things in the tone of his voice since we only really speak on the phone consistantly anymore. He doesn't understand why I would ask that and just keeps saying "Can we not fight?" which gets me more riled up. *Le Sigh Two*
I DID go to a "new" restaurant last night in Cherry Creek all by my lonesome, since I was not wanting to see anyone. I ate at French 250, and the escargot there was SUPERB.
I have a lot of homework to finish this weekend, but I WILL be going to Tracks tomorrow night if anyone would care to join. I'm going to see Zach, who I haven't seen in over a year. :)
Things with Arno are as well as they can be, and this week I've had a breakdown in realization that he's only been gone for one month and that he'll be gone at least four more. *Le Sigh* It's getting tough and his daughters miss him.
I haven't talked about all the changes going on at my work because I feel somewhat negatively about them. I'll just say that a lot is about to change in the way of personel here, and I'm not too stoked about it. On top of that, I'm just downright tired of my job. It's been over a year and I'm not sure where it's getting me (other than HUGE paychecks all summer long).
Finally, there is waaaay too much shit going on with Jason. Michelle yelled at me (his girlfriend) on the phone last night because she's been tormenting him for months about him hanging out with me while she's not there, and while I understand her concern, COME ON, IT'S JASON. He's a great guy, and I'm totally devoted to and in love with Arno. So anyway, she said some really mean and hateful things to me on the phone last night. Let's just say it's good that I don't know where she lives, because I would fuck a bitch up.
Arno and I also got in a fight on the phone last night because I ask him to be somewhat more outwardly emotional about things in the tone of his voice since we only really speak on the phone consistantly anymore. He doesn't understand why I would ask that and just keeps saying "Can we not fight?" which gets me more riled up. *Le Sigh Two*
I DID go to a "new" restaurant last night in Cherry Creek all by my lonesome, since I was not wanting to see anyone. I ate at French 250, and the escargot there was SUPERB.
I have a lot of homework to finish this weekend, but I WILL be going to Tracks tomorrow night if anyone would care to join. I'm going to see Zach, who I haven't seen in over a year. :)