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I got what I wished for...for once...wow?
at first I wasn't too sure on how I should feel, but I feel relieved, in a weird way..happy, how wild.
I can breath and relax now, not worry or check my spam box for nasty messages, I believe it's all going to stop now.
thank you.
I actually want to celebrate. that is all.
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huge stress relief today, it happened! even though i had doubts in the back of my mind, i am so happy things turned out positively, I am feeling great! and its showing, I look great, my work has gotten better, my apartment stays pretty clean for the most part, if you knew me you would know when i say this is clean...it must be pretty damn good, no ( Read more... ) -
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i want to write how i feel, but honestly this feeling will pass hopefully in about..well lets not give it an exact time but soon, like count down soon...ill have answers and relief. i hate anticipation! i am told something but for one exact reason i am in disbelief, we will see though, i am trying to be positive i really dont want any negative ( Read more... ) -
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i know he hates the way i walk, the way i look and how i act,
and that doesnt bother me, i think what mostly bothers me is he didnt notice any of my habits until after he proposed, it saddens me because i saw my self worth, and thought he had seen it, i honestly have no idea what he saw in me now, because the person i am he cant stand.
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i dont know whats wrong with me..i know it cannot be as bad as i feel.
i see the action in others..and see the good im receiving from others, i dont understand..why cant i let go of this lonliness? its almost as hard as letting go of the booze...i just want to feel like myself again.
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why on earth would I have a change of heart
after the way you treated me and accused me of fucking other people.
haha I am not stupid, you thought keeping in contact with me would bring me to your feet, what you didn't know is I've been riding this out
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pour the salt baby, cuz the wounds are still fresh and i love to feel anything but good.
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so i have a lot of time on my hands, thinking starts when i stop doing anything productive...
right now ive noticed some friends that are newly single, and i know everyone handles it differently, but when does it get easier? mabe that person you were with you really didnt want to be with in the first place and you finally woke up and then you ( Read more... ) -
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i know this isnt where i am supposed to be...
i feel it in my gut, its time to move on...look for another home, even if i am doing it alone, a lot of people dont understand what i mean when i say this isnt home, it doesnt feel like home, i dont feel like i am supposed to be here, i can exsist here, i can live here, but when i know there is more ( Read more... )