Instead of dreaming about you
I dreamnt about reminding someone of how much it hurts that you're gone.
How much I love you , you were my baby.
Nothing will come as close to having a baby than you have.
I'm torn, ripped to pieces .
Soaked with tears.
When are you ever ready?

Never.

Empty but full full of air anger maybe hate?
I don't want to hate, I've always trolled and dramaticized things but I never wanted to hold that dark feeling in my heart

They robbed me of time.
Robbed me of the firmest hugs the deepest love and the concern of a mother.

Robbed me of fights and arguments disagreements, worry and love.
You have filled my ( Read more... )

It gets out of hand, and when you really think you've cut you haven't even gone far ( Read more... )

I cry about 3 times a week and twice a week is usually happy tears.

I am blessed with growth and an amazing human that has helped me along the way and for that I am very grateful.

One luv. m.L.

Where do you come off ?
Because you abstain from something makes you no better than the person that can't control his demons

I found light at the end of the tunnel, so I followed it..
I know my place here, it is not to hurt, shame or point fingers, I give my hand to help others up.

Makes me sick when I see the discouragement people so quickly lend.

We do it on our own terms and our own ways, that's what makes us individuals, we are not made to follow exact steps but we will make our own paths, walk beside me but remember it is my journey to take.

Sometime's relationships can be so hard, I don't understand...even friendships, why ( Read more... )

Who are you to judge me? You are no God, and hold no power in my life ( Read more... )

Fear for the end.
Loneliness began, I was lost, until I opened my eyes

I followed you, but you were so blind,
I found my way, alone in the end, alone in the beginning.

whats the difference about the inbetween?

I will keep you at a distance futher and futher from my heart.
You'll only try to break it.

Treat me like I'm nothing

Forgiven but not forgotten, my walls are up, my guard is there.
in the end you will only end up repeating history.