Empty
Empty but full full of air anger maybe hate?
I don't want to hate, I've always trolled and dramaticized things but I never wanted to hold that dark feeling in my heart
They robbed me of time.
Robbed me of the firmest hugs the deepest love and the concern of a mother.
Robbed me of fights and arguments disagreements, worry and love.
You have filled my mind and soul with heartache ,loss and fear.
I ache knowing he was vulnerable during his demise, he will never grow old ..know the loss of siblings, or family for that matter.
We are empty tormented daily of the life
Without.
Numbness is all I am familiar with lately.
And it's all I seek.