Man, do you ever have those days where you're just throwing yourself down on the bed at the end of the day and saying "It was one of those days..". Well today was one of those days I guess. My Girlfriend left me again, she's gone to go talk to some other people across the country. You know, being undead really sucks; its not like i can just jump ( Read more... )

I thought about putting up a personals add for myself once online. I know Tara would get upset with me for doing it though. She's so unsure of our relationship still. I think she's afraid that I'll just leave her or something. THe reason I wanted to put up the add though is just to see who would respond to it. It'd not be your usual add at all. Let ( Read more... )

You know, someone once told me I had too much pride. I wonder if that was because I was about to bite them, or if it was just that since I died and became a vampire I don't fear humans like I used to. There came a time when (after being killed) I had to go out and hunt. Of course that time was the next night. Problem is, that when you first wake up ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm sorry for all of you people that actually like reading my posts. I've been moving about the country and its loads of nonfun. SO, I'm doing a mass update today and I hope it doesn't flood you all.

Why can't the people on the streets be more intorverted? I mean you wander alleys and streets at night just needing time to think and all that you come across are people asking you odd, deep questions. What's a girl to do but start thinking about it then. It sucks. I want peace, I want to just sit back and enjoy the time I have with Tara. I'm sure ( Read more... )

Someone walked up to me the other day and asked me a very odd question. Ok, so it was the other night, but times of day are a little backward for those of us that don't tan well. They asked me ( Read more... )

Well actually, today was hell for me. Actually the last 2 days have been hell. I've not been able to keep my memories straight. I'm just now getting around to writing this down. You know my puppy right? Well she found my marbles. You know? Loosing them never hurt. They just sort of float away form you and you never realize they're gone until its ( Read more... )

After many hours of walking this strange city I found a new puppy to play with. Its a woman this time. Oh well, they all feed me in the end. Its ok though. I'm kind of enjoying the fact that this puppy plays back. Its nothing physical yet, but I still find it fun. Her name is Tara. Hmm, why did I just say "her name" instead of "the puppy's name" Oh ( Read more... )

Pain, and lots of it, greet me as I wake up tonight. Wake up, because I fell asleep when the sun rose of course. Pain, .... um, possibly from this damned stake through my chest. Luckily not thorugh my heart, but still it hurts like hell. Hell, hmm, that's an interesting thought. I've seen the hell mouth open, that was kinda pretty after I was ( Read more... )