Ok, What's missing in this picture here!
Why can't the people on the streets be more intorverted? I mean you wander alleys and streets at night just needing time to think and all that you come across are people asking you odd, deep questions. What's a girl to do but start thinking about it then. It sucks. I want peace, I want to just sit back and enjoy the time I have with Tara. I'm sure that some day it will end. I don't want it ot end though.
Anyway, this evening I got asked: Think about something you once wanted so badly but never acquired. Write about how you think your life would’ve been different if you had
received what your heart desired. How do you answer something like that? I mean I guess there's a lot that I can say I desire. A lot of things my /Heart/ desires too.
Ok, for one, I wish most times that I wasn't a vampire now. I'm not sure if that's my heart, or my guilty conscience though. I got this cursed soul back and now I'm regretting everything that ever happened to me. Its not like I ever knew I had a choice in becoming a vamp. Its not like I chose this!
Then there's Tara. I wish I could marry her.
::Slaps self in face hard!!! "What the hell was that! You Fool!"
I can't have those thoughts. Not right now. I'm barely living with her. I'm worried that one day or the next she'll drive a stake into me and do it right. I can't afford to think about my heart's desires now. Leave me the fuck alone. You're tormenting me, and my sould does that enough.\
Anyway, this evening I got asked: Think about something you once wanted so badly but never acquired. Write about how you think your life would’ve been different if you had
received what your heart desired. How do you answer something like that? I mean I guess there's a lot that I can say I desire. A lot of things my /Heart/ desires too.
Ok, for one, I wish most times that I wasn't a vampire now. I'm not sure if that's my heart, or my guilty conscience though. I got this cursed soul back and now I'm regretting everything that ever happened to me. Its not like I ever knew I had a choice in becoming a vamp. Its not like I chose this!
Then there's Tara. I wish I could marry her.
::Slaps self in face hard!!! "What the hell was that! You Fool!"
I can't have those thoughts. Not right now. I'm barely living with her. I'm worried that one day or the next she'll drive a stake into me and do it right. I can't afford to think about my heart's desires now. Leave me the fuck alone. You're tormenting me, and my sould does that enough.\