Paring: Booth/Brennan/Parker/Introducing New Major Character Laura in later chapters
Rating: M - WARNING: There is mention of child abuse and mental health issues
Genre: Romance/Family/Angst
Summary: Please Read Summary: Parker has been returned after being abducted and months of sexual abuse. Booth and Brennan deal with his issues while learning to deal with their burgeoning relationship and a family they thought they’d never have. There will be issues of resolving child abuse trauma and mental health for all..
Chapter 22
As Booth kissed her, her brain froze. All she could think of was home and bed. First bed for Parker, then for her and Booth. While she hoped Parker would sleep for at least an hour she hoped Booth would not and they would have that hour to satisfy each other. "Booth can we go home to bed? I suddenly feel the need to change my clothes," and suddenly she found she did. Her panties were becoming uncomfortable wet.
Hearing her mention the word 'bed' gave Booth shivers and he automatically started the car and pulled out of the parking space. They had only had sex a few times since they took their relationship to that level and the few times was not enough for him, he had a feeling it was the same for her.
She was glad Booth appeared as anxious to have sex as she was, although he would have problems with her using the word sex instead of making love, but either way she could never get enough of him. "Are you as anxious to get home as I am,” she asked? She was testing the waters to make sure he still felt the same passion she did right now and their session with Colin had not caused him to need more time to cool down..
He was more than anxious to get her home. He wished they were there now. It was as if all the tension and anger he had flowing through him was coming out in the need for sex now. Yes, it would always be making love with his Tempe...but right now his mind was screaming it needed sex. Instead of saying something with words he grabbed her hand and placed in his lap to show her how hard he was as he continued to drive.
"Oh you do want to be home as much as I do." As she said this she took the hand he had used to grab hers and pulled his index finger into her mouth. Then she began lick and suck it as if it were her favorite sucker. She watched his face as she continued to move his finger very slowly in and out of her mouth.
Booth's face began to heat up and his eyes started to dilate in time with the swelling of his erection. His body knew the things her mouth could do with that specific part of his body and he wanted to be home right away. "Gawd, Bones..."
"Ummm she said as she drew his second finger into her mouth. She was making sure he "this is only second best you know, as place holder, until you can provide me with the real thing," her voice was low and sexy and her body was beginning to hum with desire.
Booth was thankful when he was pulled into his parking spot and jumping out of the car, going to get Parker. He was slightly frustrated when he found the boy wide awake sucking on his binki happily. "Why can't you be sleepy when I need you to be." he grumbled playfully at the little boy who just grinned around his pacifier.
She looked at Parker in defeat too. "Oh Booth," she whined. She still wasn't really used to have a young child in her care at all times and his ability in interfere with their sex life was definitely not fun at all. "Is there some way we might be able to keep him occupied for at least a few minutes?" She knew as excited as they both were they would only need a few minutes to take the edge off their hunger for each other. Then after Parker was asleep again they could take their time.
"We could see if a movie would entertain him...I know it would when he was like 6 months old before." Booth said thinking about how him and Rebecca when they were 'on again' with their relationship would use those moments to have some 'adult time'.
"Ok let's try PLEASE, Booth. I can't wait any more Please? What movie will work, do we have it?"
Hearing the need in her voice was almost enough for Booth to forget about Parker and just have his way with her right then and now. "I have an idea." he said placing Parker down on his blanket with a few different stuffed toys thankful he seemed content with them. He dashed off to Parker's room and began tossing the contents of a box around, making quite a bit of noise.
She walked down the hall to Parker's room "What are you looking for?"
"This!" Booth said holding up a Dora the Explorer video in triumph.
"Oh is it a favorite, and more importantly will it hold his attention and for how long?"
"When he was a toddler it could hold his attention for at least a half an hour." Booth said as he headed to the living room. "Right now, I'm not exactly sure."
"Go put it in the machine and hurry back to the bedroom, hurry Booth" and she ran to the bedroom to start removing her clothes. The less time they spent with the minor things the more time they had to pleasure each other.
Booth did what she said. He ran into the living room put the movie in and made sure that Parker was entertained by it before dashing back into the bedroom. He stopped as soon as he got in the bedroom though to stare at a very naked Bones lying on the bed.
"Booth, you said it might only keep him occupied for a half an hour, I need you right now before I explode, I don't want slow and I don't care necessarily about fineness just get out of your clothes and get over here. The only thing I will add is PLEASE!"
He didn't have to be told twice. He was out of his clothes in a matter of seconds and climbing onto the bed and on top of her. He too didn't think he could do slow and was quickly reaching into the nightstand for the box of condoms they left had there.
"Booth just forget the condoms! They take too long. Either we start right now or I'll start without you and I may not wait for you to catch up.
"Y...you're sure?" he asked even as he was positioning himself and about ready to thrust.
"Yes, I am in the middle of my cycle anyway. I need you inside me now." She had never had this much need for any man before. She felt like if she didn't have her needs met right now and by her Booth she really would burst into flames. Even the need for this to be just a sexual release and nothing slow or romantic fed her desire,
Booth leaned down and pressed his lips to hers in a searing kiss as he thrust his hips forward, moving all the way inside of her in one thrust. He couldn't help it when he pulled right back out and thrust in again. This was not going to be slow; they both needed more than that right now.
As soon as his lips met hers she opened her mouth, her tongue fought with his and felt for every crevasse in his mouth. She wrapped her legs around his waist to facilitate him in getting deeper. He set a rapid rhythm which she eagerly followed. She was searching for the ledge only he was able to help her fly over. "Booth I'm almost there" she struggled to tell him. "Come fly with me."
Booth hated that he was already so close. This was not the type of person he wanted her to know him as, but he couldn't help it. Their therapy session left him needing this...needing her. "Tempe...oh God you feel good." he moaned as he propped himself up on his elbows and began thrusting even harder and faster before stilling and calling out her name even louder as he spilled himself deep inside of her.
As soon as she felt him still and heard him call her name she knew he was there and so was she. As soon as she felt him spill into her the coil that he built into her opened and she flew off the ledge. "Boooooooooth she screamed "so good, soo good, oh so good. Thank you oh thank you" As she began to be aware of her world again she felt his weight on her. He felt like a delicious Booth blanket. "Mmmmmmmm Booth that was fantastic, you feel so good." When he started to move off of her she pulled him back "no you feel just right stay for awhile."
"Mmm I would love to stay...but we've got a kiddo...in the other room." Booth responded in a drowsy very content sounding voice.
"Yeah I forgot. You stay here I'll go get him and bring him in here. Then we can all sleep together again ok?"
"I could even care less that I have no clothes on," Booth muttered as he rolled off of her and onto 'his' side of the bed so she could go get Parker.
She smiled "well if you don't I don't either. I could look at that perfect body of yours for the rest of my life. The question is do you want me to get some? Your choice."
Booth smirked and shook his head, "I would rather you were naked all the time."
"OK I'll be right back." and she slid out of the bed, turning as she reached the door to look at him laying there on her bed. "You are gorgeous" she smiled as she walked out the door
Booth sighed contently as he waited for her to come back. He was glad they were having a moment like this after the kind of day they had had.
Bones came back carrying Parker. His hands were carrying toys. "He wouldn't let go of these so I had to bring them too. Move over a little more so our boy here has more room." She lay Parker down and lay down beside him. She had to smile. How much her life had changed in such a short time. She had Booth and Parker and they all made a family. She watched fascinated as Parker and Booth interacted.
"Ohh who did you bring with you?" Booth asked Parker who was still holding onto a stuffed Piglet and a plush hockey puck.
Parker giggled and handed both toys to his daddy as if saying 'I brought these!'
Booth smiled even more so happy to see that Parker was beginning to snap out of it. "Ohh so Piglet and Mr. Puck?"
"Mr. Piglet and Mr. Puck? Who are they?" She was still a little confused by all the different toys Parker had and really wanted to understand their importance in her son's life.
"Well this is Piglet from Winnie the Pooh." Booth explained holding up the toy. "And this is a stuffed hockey puck that Parker got from a game a few years ago and named Mr. Puck."
"uck," Parker said as he reached for the toy.
She looked down at him, "Booth he just said "uck" I think he wants his toy. Hey Parker what about this?" She placed her fingers in front of his face and began her dancing phalanges. "Dancing phalanges, dancing phalanges." He started giggling and she laughed. "See Booth the bones aren't dry and boring."
"Either that or he thinks you're silly." Booth pointed out with a laugh and then got an idea. "Hey Park...do you wana be naked like mommy and daddy?" he questioned even though he knew the boy wouldn't answer him. As he said so he began unbuttoning the boy’s button down shirt. Parker was too interested in Bones' fingers to care what his dad was doing with his clothes.
She continued her dancing fingers then leaned down and blew a raspberry on his bare stomach as she had seen Booth do before. Parker's delighted giggle filled her heart to over flowing. She looked at Booth "Booth he looks and sounds so happy." She leaned down and kissed him several times. She picked up his piglet and began dancing it up Parker's leg to his stomach up to his lips then had the piglet kiss Parker as she made kissing noises.
Parker squealed and kicked his feet. "Mo...Mo..." he giggled.
Booth knew these words from before; it was helpful Parker was using the same wording he had used when he was younger. "He's saying 'more'." he said in awe just so happy for this change in his son.
"You want more ok, gimmy that foot" and she grabbed his foot and started lightly tickling him. As she did he was giggling and then he turned to his Father and said "Da Da" and she stopped. "Booth did he just say DaDa?"
Now tears were in Booth's eyes and he nodded his head, "He did." he said and then grabbed the other foot since he was thinking that maybe he wanted to be tickled by both of them.
She continued her gentle tickling and Parker started to giggle and then to wiggle. "Da Da Ma Ma" and she froze unable to move. "Booth?"
"Yes he did" Booth said smiling big.
She leaned down and kissed his stomach then blew another raspberry, "oh you good boy, you cute boy, you are the smartest little boy!" She grabbed his puck and started to tickle him again. It looked like this stimulation was working. He was the happiest she had seen him in awhile. She was trying to think of anything else they could use when Parker grabbed for her sore breast. "Oh no my little one. You have done enough damage to that breast for now, just wait a minute and I'll go get your binki." She got up and ran to the living room retrieving the forgotten binki. Returning to the bedroom she stopped at the door and watched Booth and their son interact.
Booth was continuing his assault on his son's stomach placing both raspberries and kisses, just loving to hear him giggle. He glanced up when he heard Bones return and smiled. "Look who is back!"
"Ma!"
Her heart melted. This was what it felt like to have a child. There was no way she was going to limit their family to just Parker. "Hey Baby here's Mommy, Booth can you give him his binki? He won't take it from me. Booth this may not be the ideal time but can we at least think about having another baby?" She looked at him and waited for his answer. Would he agree or tell her no Parker was enough.
Booth placed Parker's binki in his mouth as he took in the question. Of course he wanted to have a child with her. He knew she would be wonderful mother since she already was. Were they ready for that now? That he wasn't sure of. "Baby...Tempe I would love to have a baby with you." he then added. "Might be best for things with Parker to be more stable though..." he was going to add ‘and we get married’ but he was not ready to mention that to her.
"Ok so you want another baby” she said “and that's good. I think it will stabilize all of us. But I also think we need to be sure that Parker comes first right now. "Booth how do you feel about us just letting nature take its course. That way when we get pregnant it will be because from now on we have decided we want another baby. Right now the only birth control we can use is condoms and you know just how effective they can be.” She looked pointedly at Parker. “If we decide to let nature take its course then it means we have decided from tonight onward we want to be pregnant and it won't come as a surprise."
Just the idea of doing such a thing was mind boggling to Booth. He had never been in a relationship where he didn't have to worry about condoms or her worry about taking some form of birth control. Heck he honestly wasn't sure if before tonight he had ever had sex without a condom before. "Really?" he asked a smile forming on his lips. "You want to do that?"
"Booth before I had the shared responsibility of Parker I had no idea that parenting was so rewarding. After having both of you in my life I don't want it to change. I also find I do want more children if you are going to be their father. So yes I do." Their conversation had grown quiet and they had stopped playing with Parker, she was not ready for him to suddenly latch onto her contused breast again. "Ouch Parker," she winced noticing her breast were full and wondering how long they had been playing with each other and then Parker. She knew it was time for him to eat again so she just lay there, and let him nurse, but he pain from earlier was still present and she couldn't prevent her tears from forming.
"Why don't we try giving him a bottle since it hurts so much?" Booth asked really not wanting her to be in pain anymore, “and I think we should definitely do this 'no protection' thing."
"No baby if he doesn’t nurse it will only hurt me more as my breast will just fill with milk unless you want to empty it." She smiled as she remembered his earlier remark about using her breast milk for his coffee. "Can you just come around and hold me? He will be done soon; he always is on the first breast. As for the no protection thing as you put it will be great for me too. Did you know whenever you wear a condom it feels like you are making love to me in a rain coat. I will really enjoy that lovely warm skin of yours inside mine."
Booth half laughed half moaned at her words and when he moved so he was sitting with her and Parker between his legs. "Don't go saying stuff like that" he laughed to show he was just joking.
She continued to watch Parker nurse from the warmth and safety of Booths arms. It did actually help with the pain having him hold her. She watched in amazement as Parker continued to nurse watching both of his parents. When she switched him to her other breast he actually giggled and cooed at them before he latched on. Yes a nursing baby and laying between Booth's legs was a wonderful way to spend some time. She felt like every time it happened they would grow closer and closer. She leaned back and closed her eyes allowing the peace of the moment to sooth her.
Nyre & TinyTeffers
Prologue,
Chapter 1 ,
Chapter 2 ,
Chapter 3 ,
Chapter 4,
Chapter 5 ,
Chapter 6 ,
Chapter 7,
Chapter 8 ,
Chapter 9 ,
Chapter 10 ,
Chapter 11,
Chapter 12,
Chapter 13,
Chapter 14,
Chapter 15,
Chapter 16,
Chapter 17,
Chapter 18,
Chapter 19,
Chapter 20,
Chapter 21,