Beautiful Boy Chapter 15/?
Paring: Booth/Brennan/Parker/Introducing New Major Character Laura in later chapters
Rating: M - WARNING: There is mention of child abuse and mental health issues
Genre: Romance/Family/Angst
Summary: Please Read Summary: Parker has been returned after being abducted and months of sexual abuse. Booth and Brennan deal with his issues while learning to deal with their burgeoning relationship and a family they thought they’d never have. There will be issues of resolving child abuse trauma and mental health for all..
Chapter 15
Booth glanced over at Bones to see what she was talking about.
He had been trying to focus on the TV screen rather the woman next to him. When he did glance over he saw her struggling a bit with Parker but then they both finally got it how they wanted it. When she said the comment of the similarities between him and Parker he caught himself choking on his own spit.
She looked over at Booth and really wanted to talk to him, to tell him how much she wanted him. How much she wished Parker had not decided to wake just then, but as well as she had taught Parker not to bite her. He had taught her not to talk to Booth when she was feeding him. She looked over at Booth trying to get his attention. Did that man have ANY IDEA of what he did to her?
Booth was looking at the TV and fidgeting in his seat every few seconds. He couldn't remember the last time he as THIS turned on.
Parker wiggled around in Bones' arms and ended up kicking his dad in the process.
Since he was already in a moody and grouchy frame of mind, Booth was lacking control as he cursed and glared at his son. "PARKER!"
Booth's shout caught Parker by surprise and he jumped, in the process he bit Bones who then glared at her soon to be lover "BOOTH!!! You made him bite me." Now she had to settle Parker in again. This was the most frustrating time she had had feeding Parker since she started. Maybe she just needed to put Booth out of her mind. If she settled down Parker would settle down and maybe he would go back to sleep for awhile. She decided to take Parker to his room and finish feeding him, to sooth him. "Booth I'm going to take Parker to his bed and finish. I'll be back as soon as he is done." She gave him what she hoped was an encouraging smile.
Booth watched her leave and sighed and turned back to the TV. He was really beginning to understand what the dad of a brand new baby felt like. The wife or girlfriend would be spending all the time with the baby, time he couldn't give. He hated this; he wanted his big boy back.
She was beginning to REALLY understand why having a child was not as much fun as others thought. It was hard work and she had waited so long for her relationship with Booth to move on this was frustrating. However she also could see the rewards. She did love taking care of Parker, providing him with things only she could give. She was just going to have to learn how to juggle these new duties and feelings. Finally! He was done she was grateful when Parker finished and he went back to sleep. She ran into the bathroom to freshen up and ran out to the living room bouncing into Booth's lap. "Hey Babe miss me?" She giggled as she leaned in to nibble on his jaw.
"Um...yeah..." was Booth's only response because she had shocked him. He had expected her to want to cuddle and watch TV or something, he hadn't expected her to come back and indicate whatever this was.
She wanted to continue where they had left off and now thought maybe she had miss understood his intentions. Pulling back to look him in the eyes she said "Booth is something wrong? Did I ...do something wrong?"
Booth quickly shook his head, "No...of course not!" he exclaimed quickly. He blushed at his fast response. "I just didn't expect you to still be in the...well...the mood."
"Oh!" She slid off his lap to sit next to him. "Sorry." Now she had done it again. Why was she so bad at this with him? All of a sudden she didn't know what he wanted at all. Maybe the reminder she was breastfeeding Parker had turned him off. She looked at her feet; I guess I'll have to wait a little longer until he gets comfortable, but damn how long will that be she thought? She felt the hot tears beginning to gather, and damn these hormones. She started to get up so he would not see her crying again.
Before she could walk away, Booth grabbed onto her hand and pulled her so she was standing between his legs. "Bones...what is it? Why are you crying?" Even though she was trying to hide it he knew she was tearing up.
"I"... she looked at him and all of a sudden the dam broke. "What do you want Booth? I thought you wanted me. I thought you wanted me as more than a partner." Her tears were full on now and it was not a pretty crying it was the sobbing, lungs heaving, nose running kind. "I thought you wanted to make love..." and her voice ran down and she slumped to the floor in a puddle of tears caught deep in the throes of confusion and hormones, it was a new experience for her.
Booth had seen women cry before, but it had never been Bones, at least not like this. He was rather out of sorts seeing her this way, but quickly fell to his knees next to her and pulled her into his arms. "Shhh...Tempe I've got you and I'm not going anywhere. I think you're the most beautiful women in the universe and I want nothing more than to make love with you."
She was still trying to pull away. "Then why aren't you Booth? Is it because of Parker. Because if it is then I assure you there is not much we can do about it, and not much difference between this and what Rebecca did." Once out of her mouth she knew she had said the wrong thing. This was nothing like what Rebecca did. "Oh Booth I'm so sorry I didn't mean that I'm just so damn frustrated" she laughed "and it’s not a laughing matter." She put her forehead against his "what do we do now?"
"Parker's asleep?"
"Yeah"
Booth learned in and whispered in her ear as he nibbled on it. "I think we should take this to bed."
"Me, you mean you want me still?" She looked at him in surprise.
"More than anything," Booth whispered as he continued to nibble on her ear. He then moved his body closer to hers so she could feel his erection "See."
"Mmmm yeah ok," she murmured as she turned her head giving him more accesses to her neck. "Ohhhhh Booth that feels so good."
Wanting to pamper her, Booth gently moved her away, but before she could protest he was standing and lifting her into his arms. He then initiated a long passionate kiss as he stumbled his way into the bedroom with her in his arms.
Normally she would have complained about him carrying her into the bedroom, after all she could walk, but she really needed him and she would take him any way she could. She ran her hands around his neck and up into his hair. It was so soft. She felt him start to pull back and she pulled him closer to her. Running her tongue lightly over his lips she wanted to entice him to open them to allow her to explore every crevice.
Booth opened his mouth wanting the kiss to be as deep as she wanted it. He gently put her down as he continued to kiss her and pushed her gently towards the bed at the same time. This was what he had wanted for years; he could not believe it was finally happening.
As the back of her knees hit the side of the bed she fell backward, as she was holding so tightly to his shirt he fell with her. The weight of him on top of her suddenly brought her alive. She reached between them and grabbing the hem started pulling his shirt up and off his shoulders. His shoulders were perfect, soft skin covering steely muscle and bone. She couldn’t keep her hands or lips off of him.
Booth moaned, loving the feeling of her lips on his body. "God Bones..." he moaned as he tried to get her shirt off as well but realized they would have to break apart if he was to do so. He growled in slight frustration over it.
She was frantic to feel his skin against hers. “Hurry Booth,” she mumbled as she tried to kiss him, lick his shoulders and help Booth get her shirt off all at the same time. “Wait, wait,” she stopped him and pushed him up just enough to pull her shirt up and over her head throwing it behind him on the floor. Then she pulled him back down dropping little kisses and bites along his jaw.
"Much...better..." Booth said as he ran his hands up and down her bare back, wanting to feel all the bare skin he could. The way her breasts was rubbing against his own chest was maddening and he couldn't wait to get her fully naked against him. "More..." he managed to get out through another moan.
"Please Booth I have to feel all of you." She pushed him over onto his side and started to remove his belt. Smiling she looked at his belt buckle as she removed it. "Hey Booth is this truth in advertizing" she asked holding up his cocky belt buckle.
Booth smirked and shrugged his shoulders. "It sure seems that way now." he said nodding to his groin where his jeans were straining painfully. He had been turned on so long for so many days that it did not take much for him to hit full arousal. He knew he should be helping her undress, but he loved watching her face as she undressed him.
She took one look at his face and knew this was going to be a time of both hot and gentle fun and discovery. "Sit back Booth, I think I need to check your pants for foreign particulates."
Booth raised an eyebrow. "I sure hope you don't find foreign material, but if you do I know you'll take extra careful attention." he said huskily.
"Mmm let’s see first we need to check the outside, so lay down so I can make a cursory examination. As he did so she ran her hands very slowly down the front of his pants. She went down one leg returning back to his waist and then going down the other. As she ran her hands over his erection she murmured "mmmm, I think we need a little more examination here."
"Mmmm...yeah," Booth groaned thinking any more of an examination might make him explode in his pants, but he didn't care. This was HIS Bones doing this and that was all that mattered.
She got up and kneeled between his legs, leaning over to pull his zipper down. As she began to pull his jeans down his legs she leaded down and ran her tongue lightly around his navel. The sight of his boxers with Scooby Doo on them brought another smile.
"It's not just the socks," Booth managed to say through pants of breaths and moans. He had thought her tongue was amazing during their kisses, but this...well this was different.
"Oh no it's not I'm sure.” Once she had his jeans off she leaned down and removed his socks one at a time. As she removed each sock one she looked at them. They really were more than just socks, she thought, they also acted as a way to hide his beaten feet. She took each foot in her hand and massaged it carefully. She knew his feet were a source of pain for him, but she also paid particular attention to the top of each foot. They were highly erogenous zones and She wanted to hit every zone in his body. She would start at his feet and move up from there. She placed little nips on the top of each foot and soothed them with her tongue and kisses. Then she proceeded to kiss him up his legs to the back of his knees.
Booth's eyes went wide as she kissed his feet and legs. No woman had ever paid any attention to these places on his body and it was maddening, in a pleasant sort of way. Not wanting things to end like this, he gently lifted her head and smiled. "Your turn," he whispered before moving them so she was on the bottom and he was now placing kisses down her neck and paying extra special attention to each of her breasts. He was not surprised when she began lactating as he sucked on one. He pulled back and licked his lips. "Mmm...Parker's got good taste."
She jumped a little at his words. "So it's ok with you? I have to say you feel different, but much better in so many other ways. "Mmmmm more” she begged as she began dig her nails into his back.
"Glad to know," Booth mumbled as he gave the same attention to the other breast. It meant the world to him to know that all in all she wanted to be with him over Parker. Of course he knew it was different but she was HIS...not Parker's. He had read somewhere when Rebecca was pregnant a marriage or a relationship was always the most important part of a family. It should come before the kids at some level, because a happy couple had a happy life and were better parents. They were becoming very happy couple.
Her frustration was becoming heightened, there just wasn't enough skin touching. "Booth, please I need to feel you, please all of you." Her voice was coming out in small moans. She had waited for this too long. All her ability to concentrate, to wait, to make sure they were both going to be fulfilled was quickly leaving her. "Booth, PLEASE!" She was almost screaming not caring at this point who she woke up, she needed him now.
That was enough encouragement for Booth so he quickly rid of her of her shorts and underwear. He then wiggled out of his own boxers. Once they were both naked he climbed completely on top of her and began their steamiest kiss yet. His tongue searched out every inch of her mouth wanting to place everything in his memory.
Her mouth was doing battle with his, her hands were learning his body as she ran them up and down his back, stopping every now and again when she felt a muscle twitch. She felt as if she couldn't get close enough to him, she needed his hands and mouth everywhere at once. The weight of his body felt wonderful, the force of his tongue fighting hers just right, his hands tangled in her hair just tight enough. Everything about him was perfect. Suddenly she needed him to be sure he wanted this, he wanted her. "Booth are you sure?" If he said no she would stop it would kill her but she would. "Booth are you sure you want to do this?"
Booth lifted his head up and looked down at her. "More than anything." It was true, he had never wanted anything so much before. "Do we...need to get into the drawer?" he did not want to assume they would need a condom since he was fairly sure she was on birth control. But with all the stuff she was taking in order to nurse Parker, he wasn't sure what was going on.
"Yes we do, the birth control pills I'm taking are not anywhere near safe enough to depend on, unless you want a child right now. Do you?" At the shake of his head she continued "neither do I, at least not right now. Maybe when Parker gets older. Go get the condoms and bring the whole damn box. I don’t want you to have to leave this bed for that reason again," she gave him one of her Ms. Evil smiles.
There was no way he was going to protest against that. He jumped off the bed and dashed into the bathroom with speed. It took him a second to toss aside the other things in the drawer and grab the condoms. "I sure hope these aren't out of date." he said trying to find the date on the box. The only reason he thought of this was one time he had been about to have sex with a woman after a long time of being celibate and well...he didn't realize how much of a turn off that would be and he was still in that same long stretch...hopefully for only another few minutes.
"Booth" she called "what is taking you so long? It's not like you don't know where they are.” He had only been gone a second but it was one second too long for her.
Booth walked back into the room still looking at the box. "I’m here." he said and smiled when he saw they were definitely within the time frame of affectedness. "Just making sure everything will be fine." He had always loved the idea of having a baby with his Bones, but with the way things were with Parker right now he knew the time wasn't right.
She saw him looking at the side of the box and instantly knew what he was thinking. "Hey Baby would I do that to you? I'll tell you a secret; I have been replacing that box every six months for the last year and a half waiting for this day. Please don’t make me wait any longer I'm about to lose whatever sanity I still posses.”
"And that is why I love you." Booth said as he climbed back onto the bed and over the top of her. He had the box of condoms at easy access next to him on the bed. Once settled he leaned in for another passionate kiss to get things going again.
She gathered him in and pulled him on top of her again. With him on top she felt like she was covered by a sexy Booth blanket. She began to nibble on his shoulder and his ear, whispering "Booth just what do you have in plan for us? You know if we wait too long Parker will be awake again. I don’t think I can wait for him to finish another feeding can you?” As she whispered she punctuated her words with little licks on the outside of his ear and gently scraped of her nails across his perfect back
With that said, Booth grabbed a condom out of the box and slipped it on. "I am going to make love to you, right now." he whispered.
A while later Booth lay in the rumbled sheets with Bones laying on his chest. "That was...amazing..."
"No Booth what that was… was astounding. Why have we wasted so many years," she asked as she lifted her damp hair off the back of her neck.
"I want to know why I haven't had sex since Cam, when I was with you daily." Booth said with a smirk.
"Come on it's been that long really?"
"Would I lie about something like that?" Booth asked with a raised eyebrow. "Normally guys brag about how much sex they get not the lack of it.
"Yeah I guess you’re right. The last time I had sex was when I was seeing those two guy's remember the welder and the other one who was he... see I've even forgotten who he was all I remember is he liked Cold Play. Once you told me there was someone out there for everyone. I wanted it to be you. That's why I have always kept the box of condoms up to date. To use any other type of birth control always seemed to be so pre-planned. But I suppose I should look into something a little more safe right now, one baby in the house is enough that you very much.”
"But you do want a baby with me?" Booth asked and then clarified that. "Well I guess I know you do...since you actually ASKED me before. But I guess now it's more WITH me."
She looked at him for a moment then thought about it. Right now they had Parker and he was enough, did she want another one? Yes, she decided she did. "Booth I think I do, I want to wait until we have Parker on a firmer footing. It would be so hard to have him at this age and be pregnant or have another baby... but yeah I do want the one we lost. AND I want it the regular way is how I believe you put it," she smiled.
Booth turned his head and kissed her lovingly before pulling away to talk. "I think that sounds perfect...and I am sure looking forward to trying!"
"Me too" she said, just then she look down at his chest. She had started to leak again and this time it was more than just a small amount. She looked at the clock. It was almost 45 minutes later than when she should have fed Parker. Now she was very uncomfortable and Booth was more than a little soaked in milk. This was embarrassing. "Umm Booth..." she said quietly.”Umm, I umm think we will both need another shower. Ahhh, you see I ahhh I should have fed Parker..." and she looked down at where their chests met.
Booth glanced down too and saw what the problem is. "Ohh..." he said not grossed out by it or anything. “Are you okay?" he had read that waiting too long to nurse could be painful.
"It hurts a little” she said “but I think as soon as I feed him it'll get better, at least I hope so. I think I have been too preoccupied to notice before" she smiled at him. I'll just go get Parker up, change him and feed him. You take a shower."
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