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Motivation
I had a wonderful Mother's Day yesterday. Normally, I don't pay a lot of attention to it, but my kids were wonderful and I got to pretty much do what I wanted to. My herb garden looks awesome and Toby and I got a lot of yard work done. Surprisingly, I'm not sore today ( Read more... ) -
Has it really been this long?
I know it's been a while since I posted, but I didn't think it had been THAT long! So much has happened since then ( Read more... ) -
Off to Boot Camp
Bryan left for basic training yesterday. It was an emotional day all the way around, but we will all be fine. He kept sending Ashley texts saying he couldn't do it and stuff like that, but she was encouraging and I think he felt better by the time he got there. What bothered me was him saying he couldn't do it. He has always been a positive ( Read more... ) -
More Snow
More snow....yuk. I hate this shit. Not to mention that Jon has to drive home from work, Bryan has to drive back from Miami, and I have to go to work tonight. I just keep focusing on Spring, green grass, and warm breezes ( Read more... ) -
Starting Today
I'm jumping onto the New year Weight Loss band wagon today. I'm going to weigh myself here shortly and start tracking my points again today. I know I gained over the holidays, but I don't think I did too much damage ( Read more... ) -
New Year
I love the new year. New beginnings, new dreams, new plans. I didn't really make any resolutions this year, but I did set some goals for myself ( Read more... ) -
After the Rant
Guess I was a little over the top in my last post. I pretty much said to him what I wrote here, and he said all the shit he always says....how he loves me and wants to stay together and he's sorry. I wish I had a dollar for every time I've heard I'm Sorry. Men just seem to think that's all they have to say and that makes everything OK ( Read more... ) -
From somewhere deep down
Fuck you. Fuck you for your shallowness, and your drama, and your attitude. Fuck you for making me feel like shit and making me feel like our problems are all my fault. I thought the vacation would help, but it was just a band aid, just like all the other times have been. I have had enough. No more of your promises, no more lies. Go find yourself a ( Read more... ) -
More Legal Stuff
We went to see the attorney today. My sister's estate won't be settled until right before Christmas, and I can't even start paying things yet. I was hoping to get the funeral home paid, but he told me to wait. There's not going to be enough money for everything, and I don't want to not pay all the funeral expenses. UGH!! I just want it to be done ( Read more... )