well its been far to long since ive been out on the road with bands. almost forgot what to do. it seems to be coming back to me now on the road with sugarcult. ive seen a lot of people i haven't seen in awhile. i missed them. they haven't seen me yet but soon enough they will.

so it's been awhile since i've been able to update. good to be back on top. anyways. things are looking good. i have some work lined up. going to hit the road with the boys of Goldfinger they need a couple extra hands to help so i figure why the hell not. the money's pretty and the sights are even better ( Read more... )

i made him mine again. it was beautiful. for the first time i finally got to feel him. my god it was so much better than i have dreamnt about. i loved it. i just wish it wouldnt have been on a bathroom floor. oh well. it was still so fucking hot. i dont think ive ever cumed that hard in my life ( Read more... )

boo fucking hoo. a fucking restraining order. do you think that will keep me from seeing him? i love him. he loves me too. his fucking sick ass brother has him brain washed. thats all. he just needs sometime alone with me. everything will be ok again joel. i promise. ill take care of you. the way it should be. tell we die. you and me. the way it ( Read more... )

Friday night... i got my chance again with him. got to touch him. hold him. then his scumy ass brother pulled me off of him. i dont think he seems to understand that fucking your brother isnt something people think is romantic or cute. i also dont think that they realize the shit i know. i will get him back. he will pay. joel will be mine. thats ( Read more... )

It's been a week. I kissed him again. God it felt so good. I needed that. I need him. I don't want to lose him again. I'm not going to lose him again. Things were going great it probably would have went much farther besides the fact his brother had to walk in. Of course he stopped the kiss and ran after his brother. Benji is the reason Joel and I ( Read more... )

I'd write in this thing more if I had something interesting to talk about. I had a long conversation with him the other night. I'm not sure where we stand, or how I feel about it. I do know that I still love him. I still miss him like crazy. I know that talking to him the other night made me miss him even more than before ( Read more... )

Wow, a live journal. To tell you the truth I'm not exactly sure why I got one of these. Actually yes I do, Him. I found him, I found his journal. I want to say something to him, I want to tell him how much I miss him. He's happy now though, or at least it seems that way. I should have known, he always used to talk about wanting someone he could ( Read more... )