I set my self up for the greatest fall of all time
I'd write in this thing more if I had something interesting to talk about. I had a long conversation with him the other night. I'm not sure where we stand, or how I feel about it. I do know that I still love him. I still miss him like crazy. I know that talking to him the other night made me miss him even more than before.
We talked a lot about the past. What each other has been up to. I know he's in love, I shouldn't come between that. I don't honestly plan too. I just miss him. I still love him. He said that he still loves me too. It made me think, I got butterflys in my stomach when he said that. I don't know why, I'm so childish.
I don't honestly know why I'm kidding myself. He'd never leave the perfect relationship he's in for me. He finally got to have who he wanted. It's sad that him getting the one he wanted meant me losing the only one I've ever wanted. But life is like that, can't always get what you want. It sure would be nice if you could.
I can't believe how emo I've become. I think about him 24/7. I know he's the one who has turned me this emo, I just don't want that to come out the wrong way. I don't want him to think he's "hurt" me or anything like that. I knew going into that relationship that it wouldn't last. I was ok with that, I just don't know if I am anymore. Although now I have to be. I miss him a lot.
We talked a lot about the past. What each other has been up to. I know he's in love, I shouldn't come between that. I don't honestly plan too. I just miss him. I still love him. He said that he still loves me too. It made me think, I got butterflys in my stomach when he said that. I don't know why, I'm so childish.
I don't honestly know why I'm kidding myself. He'd never leave the perfect relationship he's in for me. He finally got to have who he wanted. It's sad that him getting the one he wanted meant me losing the only one I've ever wanted. But life is like that, can't always get what you want. It sure would be nice if you could.
I can't believe how emo I've become. I think about him 24/7. I know he's the one who has turned me this emo, I just don't want that to come out the wrong way. I don't want him to think he's "hurt" me or anything like that. I knew going into that relationship that it wouldn't last. I was ok with that, I just don't know if I am anymore. Although now I have to be. I miss him a lot.