20 ✿ [Voice]

[bokuwadoctaaa]

[The communicator turns on but there's no sound, until of course there's a loud clatter as it falls to the floor, since Chopper is still shaking lightly. He bends down to pick it up and he swallows heavily, voice with a hint of worry and nervousness, like he's just seen a ghost or something.]

Comments

[baka_jyanai]

... Are you, like, gonna confess your feelings of love to him or what?

1/2

[bokuwadoctaaa]

2/2

[bokuwadoctaaa]

WHY WOULD I EVER WANT TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT?!

[baka_jyanai]

I-I dunno! That's just what it sounded like! I'm sorry!

[creative_lies]

Chopper?

[bokuwadoctaaa]

N-NOTHING! It's okay!

[Okay uh time to change the subject.]

Usopp, do you know... how to do, origami? And can you make a dragon?

[creative_lies]

[... What the frick]

Yeah, I do.

[...]

I can make all kinds of things! How big do you want this dragon?

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[bokuwadoctaaa]

[YOU HEARD NOTHING.]

R-really? Like what kinds of things? I know you can make snowflakes and birds and flowers and dragons, but I don't know what else.

...how big?

[paincuresall]

[You're making mama worry again.]

Now what happened.

[Locked]

[bokuwadoctaaa]

[Don't blame me, blame the other idiot not!son. ;~;]

Kamui.

We're not friends anymore.

[Locked]

[paincuresall]

[I still blame you two. --; Sorry if she sounds like its a care in the world.]

Was that you two were?

[Locked]

[bokuwadoctaaa]

We were. But now... I don't know, if it was even good, that we were friends.

Kamui doesn't... he wants to be alone. So I'm going to leave him alone.

[powerfail]

Chopper... are you okay?

[bokuwadoctaaa]

Mm, I'll be fine. Something happened... with a friend.

They're not a friend... anymore.

[powerfail]

Aw, that's too bad. Uh... you don't sound as happy as you used to. Maybe you should do something fun.

[bokuwadoctaaa]

A lot of things have been happening. It's kind of hard, to be happy nowadays.

But, I'm helping build a ship, and I'm going to go sailing on the lake with a lot of people, and some of those people are friends of mine... though I don't know when we'll get the ship done. Hopefully soon. I think being able to sail again will be really fun.

[Text]

[heinesangel]

Chopper?

Are you okay?

[Voice - Locked]

[bokuwadoctaaa]

I'm not friends with Kamui anymore.

[Text - Locked]

[heinesangel]

[There is a pause. Nill... actually knew what happened to Chopper before Kamui let it slip before. The memory kind of trickled out of his head, among other things.

He had been acting more terse and impatient at the hospital lately too. She was worried.]

...Does he scare you?

[Voice - Locked]

[bokuwadoctaaa]

[There's a long pause, wondering where exactly that question is coming from, until he remembers that accidental post Kamui had made with Fuuma, where he'd actually confessed to killing him. Zoro knew, Sanji knew, Umi knew, plenty of people probably knew, so odds were that Nill knew also.

He thinks back to when he had woken up in the hospital that second time, and Kamui had been the first to try talking to him. He couldn't even say anything, he'd just turned the comm off. Thinks of when he'd been chasing Kamui after his first escape from the hospital, and then going after him today for the second time. It had been almost a month. He'd told Kamui he wasn't angry at him for what he did. And yet, he'd been just as terrified today when Kamui had picked him up then when he'd just had his frequency to look at two days after being killed.]

I don't want to be scared of Kamui. But I am.