This week... was more than interesting.

First I got rejected in a blog entry. Always nice.

Then I got a second Job. Actually really nice.

And... I still have two days to go before this week is over. *loads gun and places it to her temple after cocking the hammer*

I just wanna lay down for a bit and take a break. Its just getting to hard to go on right now ( Read more... )

The clearest I've ever seen was when things got blurry.

So I slept the day away, I didn't go into work and pick up those extra hours I wanted. Kinda kicking myself for that. I just could not wake up... I dunno ( Read more... )

I used to think the devil drove a Sedan Deville... I now know that as not being true ( Read more... )

I can't believe how much this hurts. A new low I have hit. Hurts more the second time around. So close yet so far. I never really got the chance I wanted, the chance that would have seemed fair... I guess I never deserved it anyways. I just wish I had one more night. I was so happy... but for such a short time ( Read more... )

I think I give up...

So I closed alone. I really hate that. I'm not to mad though. The phone calls made it easier... especially after I closed and started counting and paper work. Normally I'd have been pretty scared... but she kept me pretty distracted. Before I knew it I was ready to walk out the door ( Read more... )

For as early as I went to bed, I slept pretty late... and yet I'm still completely exhausted. The coffee is kinda helping though. Giving up smoking is gonna be a bigger bitch than I thought. There so damn relaxing with my morning coffee. But hopefully... things will soon go back to being calm and normal. Only small daily stresses and little to ( Read more... )

I know its hard... I know it is.

... But I'd love to keep making you smile.

Please know that.