My skin is like a map, of where my heart has been ( Read more... )

just laying there ( Read more... )

I can still taste you ( Read more... )

Ok so tonight at work .. actually like a couple of hours ago.. im sitting here doing work when all of a sudden the fire alarm goes off ( Read more... )

my grandfather, at this moment, is beeing cremated.....
he was diagnosed with brain cancer all of one month ago..
and died last night...
from "unknown reasons"

ugh so i found out im allergic to canned cherries... so much so infact that i get HUGE hives all over... anywho... doctor put me on stuff called prednisone...and its really screwing me up.. im sweating profusely.. my hearts pounding and im like ... jittery... i dont like it.. and im at work of all places so i look completely cracked out... AHHHH ( Read more... )

Im rather tired... live now has slowed down.. but ... sped up at the same time... i dont really know how to explain... but heres the best i can do ( Read more... )

Blah, someone, anyone... respond.. im bored... bored... bored... bored... bored... bored....

cant'cha tell?

ok so i thought i would cast my live journal aside for a while and focus on my major issues ,,,,, yeah.. like that really happened ( Read more... )

im thinking im gonna cancel my livejournal account... iunno, it just seems that theres nothign really happening in my life, and i really have no need for it anymore......

blah....