Sep 03, 2005 02:07
just laying there....
watching muscles and sinew stretch and relax as he inhales ...
B.T.U's just rushing from him onto me... turning my cheeks a shade of pink..
And just his smile.. a true testament of his adonis like qualities...
.......... how... I.... WISH......
that I could say he's mine...
But I watch his steady and deep breath..
and feel his warm skin.. sweet to the taste...
and smile back...
knowing that its just only the physicality of it all....
bittersweet it is to harbor emotion to a lost cause..
but life is melancholy ...
so I count my losses..
And rest my head on this TRUE adonis's stomach..
and drift off into a sound state..
and I know he will be there, smiling, when I wake again.