ive had my second first date with you tonight and oh how much i love you!

<3

i wan atake it all away ( Read more... )

i finally know exactly what to do, exactly what to say, and exactly who i wana be and the clarity of it all feels so amazing!!!

<3

i wish this would all go away and we could just go back to the way things were, but they will never go away and theres nothing i can do about it now. so i wish we could just pretend it never happened or forget it all together. The days they dont matter its the noghts i cant take when the hours turn to minutes and im seconds away. i guess im just ( Read more... )

things are finally looking like they will be ok!!
and ive had the best two days ever!!!!

well this was deffinately the worst holiday celebration ever and that includes this year when i had the flu on new years eve!!!! my best friend in the intire world wouldnt see me and didnt care about me and all i wanted was to be with him on one of the greatest hollidays ever but he wanted nothing to do with me. he was out getting trashed with his ( Read more... )

well i went out again and cheated i didnt want to or mean to and i hate myself but hopefully i can make it up to him and someday he will trust me agian. i hope. i love him and i hope he can see it i will do anything to get him back and i hope everything works out for the best i broke his heart and i didnt want to hurt him i just hope i can be the ( Read more... )

well im very dissapointed i was supposedto go to the beach with kendall today and now it looks like its gona rain! againn for like the sixteenth hundred time this summer! it sucks but i guess thats what the mall is for. so im not sure what im doing today but i hope i have fun i have been so bored lately!

well thats all for now

byyee

wow this summer has been so boring however last night was especially nice i wish there were more nights like that

I thought today was gona be a good one.

i was wrong.