happy fuckin 4th
well this was deffinately the worst holiday celebration ever and that includes this year when i had the flu on new years eve!!!! my best friend in the intire world wouldnt see me and didnt care about me and all i wanted was to be with him on one of the greatest hollidays ever but he wanted nothing to do with me. he was out getting trashed with his friends and hooking up with girls. i guess you get what you desserve right. however i thought leaving me alone and not calling until one in the morning was payback, putting me through all this hell, but ofcoarse it doesnt stop there and i feel like you just want to torture me till the day i die and the problem with that is it means you dont love me cause if you did you would know how i feel and you would stop all this madness. it just hurts and its beging to be more pain than i know what to do with so i hopw your happy now!!!!!!!!!!