So yesterday was christmas and so far break hasnt been so bad. I basically got everything i wanted for christmas except a cell but i know its cuz my family is sorta poor right now. I had alot of money this year so being able to get gifts for everyone felt nice! my dad says i will get one as soo as he gets a job (probably never!)i feel like i have ( Read more... )

man this week was weird.... i almsot lost my best friend :( i felt so stupid... i still feel like crap. idk jsut all togther horrible, ive never felt this way before but its the worst. i thought some pretty crazy things and idk i just feel so changed. tonight the phone rang 5 times and everytime my heart dropped thinking it was him... :( it wasnt. ( Read more... )

man im just in this amazing mood all the sudden... i cant even explain. damn im always so like sad i dont kno, so im sitting her listening to music from the summer and just thinking, this is not how i want my junior year to go! and i have complete control of wut is going on so i just a change of heart. This is not how i want people to remember me ( Read more... )

Is it possible to feel so good about something that you have to let it go? its like I know i wont ever feel that way again cuz life isn't magic, perfect, nor it the least realistic when your drunk. ok so here is a note to self: this weekend u decided to let something go thats been holding you back since last spring! In a way i feel happy but also ( Read more... )

hola long lost friends ( Read more... )

of how other peoples problems are my problems and i really let it get to me ( Read more... )

so today was the first day of school! woot....not. i guess i always expect things to be more than i kno they will be, but thats just my crazy imagination getting the best of me like usual ( Read more... )

Ok im updating ( Read more... )

IM bored so im gonna update! and i dont think anyone reads this so im free to say I MADE VARSITY CHEERLEADING!!!!!!!! whooooooooooooo!!!!!! and if you do read this sorry for bragging/celebrating outloud cuz I truly do not intend for anyone to read this. If you kno me at all, you kno that this is a big deal... im out! <3

wensday night and i am, like usual, just avoiding doing my hw by going on the computer.... wensday is about the worst day of the week cuz you still have half the week to go ( Read more... )