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So yesterday was christmas and so far break hasnt been so bad. I basically got everything i wanted for christmas except a cell but i know its cuz my family is sorta poor right now. I had alot of money this year so being able to get gifts for everyone felt nice! my dad says i will get one as soo as he gets a job (probably never!)i feel like i have no way of communicating with the outside world other than this dumb computer.... I havnt really gone anywhere or done anything but ive been pretty ok with things. no crazy highs or lows... everything is so weird! Everyday i get by from looking forward to the next but the next ends up being exactly the same as the last. Everyone around me is having so much fun and im just letting everything fly by! I over anylze everything i know, but what else is there to do? I work alot which makes time fly and then i go blow all my money so i can dress to impress no one... Im trying hard not to complain but oh well, no one is listening i might as well! My latest worry is new years eve, i dont have to spend the night at home but i probably will. No matter where i go i wont be with the people i love most because they will be with their special somone. All i know is no matter where i go, its gonna suck at midnight :/