Well Im here in the big apple. I am still trying to figure out why they call it that. I have yet to see any apples and especially abnormally large ones at that. I live in one of the most romantic cities on earth and I think it truly is, once you get past the stench in the subway and the streets and the general sense of discontent felt by most of ( Read more... )

The body you awake within ( Read more... )

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It was good to see you today. Glad to see that you are well and that we talked about some stuff. I miss you, but Im really happy for this time. We get to see what we want and who we want to be, because I want to be different and I want to be better in so many ways. Te quiero...

Im drunk as shit and I just tried to call you...damn I feel like an ass....but all I can do is sit here waiting...and for what that is the question. I saw Mirae out tonight and it made me think of you. Damn how I miss you. I danced at Dakota and all I wanted was to be with you...it just wasnt the same and Santa Cruz just isnt the same without you, ( Read more... )

I saw you on the street today...and I dont knwo what happened to me...I got all anxious like I needed to run to Africa or something or somewhere far. I have missed you so much and tonight I just drowned all my sorrow and lonliness in alcohol. I dont know what to do with out you here. I have lost my lover, my mother, my best friend, and my sister. I ( Read more... )

So finals are finally here and Im not too happy about it. My Astronomy final is no fun and I think I have acquired carpel tunnel from all the typing I am doing, but oh well. I have also acquired a new and interesting hive/rash thing all over my body. Now wait I know what you all are thinking, pretty gross huh, but its not that bad, at least I know ( Read more... )

As most of you know I do not really write unless I am upset, but I have decided to turn over a new leaf and update not only on my emotional state but the random thoughts that run through my head. There is so much that I have been thinking about lately, and the person that I converse the most with, I have not really spoken to in quite a while, so ( Read more... )

Well I never write in this thing anymore...I dont really know what to say...but everything is good. Im looking for housing for the summer and I have a job I really like and a girlfriend that I really like...what more could I want? Everything is good on my end!

Damnit I have 3 final papers and an ethnographic study all due ASAP and I dont want to do any of it. Im so over school it hurts, but I have to gradumicate and make something of myself....wonder what that will be?