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let down
this night.....
im tired... i am not happy i am not sure what to do anymore...
over and over i know what is going to happen, and yet i fight it everytime.
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Connections with myself
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cercumstances
havent you ever noticed that when i ever come on here its to type a issue that i have been having?
well, i know most of you are going "DUH! THATS THAT THIS IS FOR!" but ( Read more... ) -
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i've realized something that i should have already known... if you cry about something, it feels like u've let it go... well i feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. i now know that my dream is false... because i've known and believe that josh is the one that i will love, marrie, have my children with and live my life with for ( Read more... ) -
my life...
I feel like there is nothing more important than doing what makes me happy. but it sucks when the thing that makes me happy, makes me feel left out too. if you feel like you arent important than what more is there. i feel as though my choice of religion makes me feel important to someone else. and i think that deep down thats what everyone things. ( Read more... ) -
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i am thankful for many things; to be alive, to know love, to be loved... to have a happy loving family... to feel like i have a purpose.... -
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i want to say... that we are taught not to judge others because it is not our place... i only mean that people know what right and wrong is. not saying that it is wrong not to believe in god or right. maybe it is their own way of doing something (i forgot what i was trying to say), i am just saying that people judge people for whatever they do. i ( Read more... ) -
its odd.
If u dont believe in god, then why do u celerbrate his holidays? -
special
yesterday was a pretty typical day. i mean it was holloween so yeah. lol i mean i was sick but it was an okay day. we started the day seeing our paster, but after that we had some free time to hang out together. i mean josh was supposed to hang out with the guys so i was trying to hang out with the girls... but yeah so josh left about 7:45 after ( Read more... )
