haven't talked in a while... call me lol
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so last night, i made a compilation of songs, and i got insanely depressed... i've thought a lot about my dad, and how much he's missed... hes missed my graduation, my 18th bday, my firsts of a lot of things... and my first semester at college, something i didnt think i could make through without him. i was in the hospital yesterday, and this kid ( Read more... )

gary just called. yay. everything is fine.
i'm just paranoid lol...
<3 Mercedes

            Challenges come up in day-to-day life. Overcoming those obstacles is what shapes a person’s being. Coming to terms with my father’s suicide was the biggest obstacle I’ve had to endure. His death impacted how I thought, spoke, and even dreamt, among other things. This experience taught me how to deal with tragedies and keep on living ( Read more... )

"As we stand at the edge of the world

Excuse me sir,

But I have plans to die tonight

Oh, and you are directly in my way

And I bet you're gonna say it's not right

My reply:

Excuse me miss,

But do you have the slightest clue

Of exactly what you just said to me

And exactly who you're talking to?

She said, "I don't care you don't even know me"

I ( Read more... )

Ok so it's been wayyyyy too long since i last updated this thing.

I guess there's not much to say. those of you who know me know what's going down in my life.

Evan's an ass. that in and of itself is a long story. no need to talk about it here.

me and gary john have gotten so close, i love it. kinda upsetting to think what i'll do next year.

sarah ( Read more... )

I just wasted $8 just to find out that I didn't pass my AP test. I got a 2, and 3 is passing. fuckkkkkk! i'm so pissed off! why can't i be mac, he does good on everything.
i'm so pissed. and on top of it all, i havent talked to my mom in like 3 days and everytime i go in to talk to her, she fucking yells at me. and she's leaving tomorrow, i'm so ( Read more... )

So, talking to Meredith, I've finally figured out what has had me bummed out lately.

its just like this yr i have lost all of my greatest friends. True, I have made many new ones (Gary, Jaci, etc), but i've lost the ones that meant the most to me in my times of need from before.

Let's just name a few:

Hailee: Hailee and I were BEST friends, up ( Read more... )

Wow tonight was AMAZING. I didn't screw up my lines, i did them PERFECTLY. my mom came up to me after and gave me flowers, which was sooo awesome since everyone else got them, i didnt feel left out. i did get a bit angry in the beginning of the show, but it was sorted out. sorry emily... raf we're cool. and wow, i miss jourdie all ready and hes not ( Read more... )