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I NEED TO BITCH!
Is it wrong of me for not allowing my boyfriend for viewing my livejournal? All I want is somewhere to vent and he won't bitch back. Apparently he does not like it because he want to read what I have to say. As for why the sudden name change? Well with purplecotten to what I have now. There was so many things pissing me off about it. Yet before purplecotten it was ( Read more... ) -
SATURDAYS ARE MEANT FOR RELAXING
I am awake and I am not enjoying the way I feel. It's shitty when you wake up and first thing you want is water and then more water. Then there is the 'I don't wanna get out of bed feeling' yet I had to because I did not want to fuck up my day shift sleeping pattern ( Read more... ) -
I NEED SLEEP TO SURVIVE
I don't understand why I feel like I am sometimes not respected or heard. I sometimes feel like I am being ignored. I should have been in bed asleep long time ago. Yet I am not because I had to stay at Rob's friend's house longer. I assumed Rob and me would have headed home early because he knows I start my new job tomorrow in which is on days. Yet ( Read more... ) -
THE BOOK BLUES
I went to Chapters today after doing my work lunch shopping to hopefully find a soft cover edition of Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. I looked and they don't have one out yet. It's really shitty that I am acting so anal about buying the hardcover. Yet the other five books I have are in soft cover and it's just gonna look off with having one ( Read more... ) -
WHAT A HANG OVER
For ten bucks I got myself pretty wasted. I am home now after being in a house crowded with two hundred drunk people and 5 keggers. All I remember is the keggers were done by 1:30am. I drank, I ate pizza, and then I threw up and then passed out. I drank a lot of beer but I think the eating the pizza was not a good idea. The cops charged the hosts ( Read more... ) -
SHUT UP ALREADY!
I am sick of it. Why must Rob treat me this way. Why must he treat me like shit or it least feels that way. All Rob does is blame me for everything. Everything I do is my fucking fault. Then there is him telling me I don't care. Fucking bullshit I don't care. Why must men be dicks sometimes? I can't do certain shit because of him. I have no privacy ( Read more... ) -
WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME?
Life has been too depressing for me lately. It's funny how I tried all my life to forget shit that has haunted me in the past. I am now 20 reaching 21 and I am looking for the answers now in which I hoped I would never need. I am looking for a peace of mind which can't be found since I already tried ( Read more... )