I NEED SLEEP TO SURVIVE
I don't understand why I feel like I am sometimes not respected or heard. I sometimes feel like I am being ignored. I should have been in bed asleep long time ago. Yet I am not because I had to stay at Rob's friend's house longer. I assumed Rob and me would have headed home early because he knows I start my new job tomorrow in which is on days. Yet, it did not end up this way because Rob wanted to stay and play more game cube. I was also told by Rob after I begged him several times to go home a rude line which was, "Thanks for ruining my night." The only way he finally gave in is after I told him I was going to take a cab home or walk home.
I believe if I had a choice and if I knew we were going to stay out that late as he wanted I would have stayed at home. I sometimes wonder if he knowns that I wanted to spend time with him so I went with him. I just thought I would have been respected for the fact I start dau shift. I hope he understand how important this job is because it's what going to be paying the credit card, the insurance for the car, the car payments, the gas bill, and so on and so on while he is in university. On another note with school I better get on my ass with my math correspondent because I have seven lessons to do before the end of March otherwise I will have to repeat the course and I have to sign up for night school as well. I figure that starting on Monday I do a lesson each day I would be done fast. I just hope I will get it done in time.
I believe if I had a choice and if I knew we were going to stay out that late as he wanted I would have stayed at home. I sometimes wonder if he knowns that I wanted to spend time with him so I went with him. I just thought I would have been respected for the fact I start dau shift. I hope he understand how important this job is because it's what going to be paying the credit card, the insurance for the car, the car payments, the gas bill, and so on and so on while he is in university. On another note with school I better get on my ass with my math correspondent because I have seven lessons to do before the end of March otherwise I will have to repeat the course and I have to sign up for night school as well. I figure that starting on Monday I do a lesson each day I would be done fast. I just hope I will get it done in time.