i can't sleep. so i decided i'd just write in this dumb thing ( Read more... )

ok so it's been literally months since i've written in this thing ( Read more... )

this sucks.
i'm havign so much fun.
but it makes me regret the way the past 4 years have been.
like i could hae been doing this all along.
but i mean i cant change it now.
just suckes taht like i'm jsut now starting to reallly see what berkley has to offer.
right when im' leaving.

of
fucking
course.

but i am havign fun.

i just want to write in here because i'm on such a high right now. not like i'm high bc i smoked or anything... but i just feel amazing ( Read more... )

i think i might have a problem with lying. and over-controlling myself ( Read more... )

wow. this past week sucked. like horrible. especially friday. i was just in such a bad mood it's ridiculous. sorry if i was a bitch to anyone. 
but you know what? it doesn't really matter all that much... because in 7 days i will be on a cruise ship sailing faaaar away from here. and it will be awesome.
i'm trying not to get too excited about certain ( Read more... )

so i'm up at state and all i can think about is how close spring break is. we haveeee....

7 and a half school days!
11 day- days!
annnnd 15 days until we leave for the cruisee!

so maybe i'm the only one who is like obsessed with how close that is but i can't concentrate on anything else!

blegh.

i seem to have lost my luck somewhere. i have no luck. none at all.

which might be balanced out if i had some like... self-confidence or something.

which i don't. which sucks.

plus. maybe if i could stop liking all the wrong people then this would kind of start to end. and then that way i could like get on with my life. even though i would ( Read more... )

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Serr+bear

ps livvy helped a little

why is everyone paired off???