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i can't sleep. so i decided i'd just write in this dumb thing.
i just realized i kill every relationship that i ever have. i mean i'm not friends with so many people that i was, some by choice, some not. some take longer to evaporate than others do... but eventually i mess them all up. and i dont' know how or why i do it, but it needs to change. like seriously there are veryyy few friendships that i've like maintained for very long. it makes me sad that i can't hold onto my friends.
sorry that was not so upbeat. but ehh i can't sleep and it's late so it's bound to be.
i just realized i kill every relationship that i ever have. i mean i'm not friends with so many people that i was, some by choice, some not. some take longer to evaporate than others do... but eventually i mess them all up. and i dont' know how or why i do it, but it needs to change. like seriously there are veryyy few friendships that i've like maintained for very long. it makes me sad that i can't hold onto my friends.
sorry that was not so upbeat. but ehh i can't sleep and it's late so it's bound to be.