I made a wish on a sliver of moonlight
A sly grin and a bowl full of stars
Like a kid who captures a firefly
And leaves it only to die in the jar

I thought I'd broke loose of Lucinda
The rain returned and so did the wind
I cast this burden on the god that's within me
And I'll leave this old world and go free

I'm in so much physical pain caused by mental exhaustian, riled up with anxiety and memories and goddamned dreams I couldn't live without ( Read more... )

Absolutely nothing better on a lonesome (foggy) night than whiskey and tom waits.

A saint's daughter will be infamous in hell ( Read more... )

In my dreams I've been chasing ghosts.
"Whoever thought that hell would be so cold"
Waking up sore, clenched teeth, and tears in my eyes.

I'm wearing myself down. (I hate how it's all about ourselves)
I think I'll go downtown today and scream. Because people need to hear the desperation of a fellow human being sometimes.

I took a nap on an Eucalyptus, visited the sea, and feel much better.

I recently discovered that not one person in my family supports me. Especially my mother. I want to spend my life learning about and defending something she loathes and is so strongly against, I can't speak rationally with her anymore. I can't speak to her anymore. I can't really speak to anyone, actually ( Read more... )

With weeks of worthless sleep, and procrastination weighing on me, I unsurprisingly awoke, crumpled upon a folding tray table of an airplane. The sun, burning my face and arm,
squinting at a clear ocean, kissing verdant hills
all being watched by creamy clouds
all too grand and perfect to be real,
flying past dreamlands.

Yes, yes, love is in or isn't in the air; it's summer time,meaning lounging on lawns, eating sweat-labored watermelon, watching afternoon movies to ease our eased minds, the skirts get higher, days get longer, etc, etc ( Read more... )

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