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the world is becoming worse, and we're becoming more insouciant.

owning only a backpack's worth. Paw prints and blue dye staining the tub, freezer full of booze, lovely litter, strawberries clogging the bathroom sink, watching orson welles' movies, up and asleep at random hours. Yeah, this is happiness.

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I just woke up from the longest dream of my life. And in that dream I had two or three other dreams. the first dream in the dream was about my grandmother and how much of a teenage-bitch I was to her when she was alive and I was too young to care about death. The second I was a journalist in the middle east and got caught in a terrorist attack and ( Read more... )

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I was headed in a bad direction.
But really, there are no directions.
And I'm going where I need to be going.

every time I wake up I'm either shivering, in extreme pain, hyperventilating, or about to throw up.
Why do I even try anymore?

Yesterday I walked ten miles along the sea, trying to escape my thoughts and reveries.
My dreams tell me it didn't work.

(I woke up with a good-size bruise a headache and once again the wish that I never went to sleep)
It's just not worth it, people.