'I can't go on, I will go on"
I'm in so much physical pain caused by mental exhaustian, riled up with anxiety and memories and goddamned dreams I couldn't live without.
How the fuck do you go on, I'll never know, never understand anyway.
And I have a problem, I know that. I'm not going to do anything about it, because this is just how things go. And now I live off of rolaids and rice. I can't hold anything down, food or ideas or contentment. It's all one regret.
Oh god, I feel sick. But there really isn't any other choice I'm willing to make, those damned doctors who sigh at me know as much.
And I'm sorry I direct my anger towards you, but I really am pissed off at you all. You don't know who I am. You don't even know who you are. Get it together people. Keep it stable. As you were.
How the fuck do you go on, I'll never know, never understand anyway.
And I have a problem, I know that. I'm not going to do anything about it, because this is just how things go. And now I live off of rolaids and rice. I can't hold anything down, food or ideas or contentment. It's all one regret.
Oh god, I feel sick. But there really isn't any other choice I'm willing to make, those damned doctors who sigh at me know as much.
And I'm sorry I direct my anger towards you, but I really am pissed off at you all. You don't know who I am. You don't even know who you are. Get it together people. Keep it stable. As you were.