I just wish I could be in a nice happy, stable relationship. I don't think I'm a bad person, I don't think I'm unlovable. I'll be damned if I can find a girl I want who is available and interested in me. Don't know where I should go to talk to people, bar really isn't my thing, and I'm too poor to go often anyway. Student clubs don't seem all ( Read more... )

Was the worst date I ever went on. Let's see if I can get this down to a list ( Read more... )

It was fun talking to Penelope last night, I was pretty nervous and talking a mile a minute, but apparently she commented that she enjoys fast conversation, so I suppose it wasn't too bad. We mostly talked and played some ping pong (where she seemed to play decidedly kindly to my sorry butt, as I'm horrible at ping pong). I look back and realize ( Read more... )

It's interesting to go back in to the dating game so soon after a breakup. Currently pursuing a very tall, statuesque chemistry grad student, whose number I need to get soon, but I am told by one of her lab buddies (whom I've helped out, and given car rides to the train station on really cold/rainy days and shared food and the like) that she is ( Read more... )

When a girl tells you to that to get over somebody, you should get with somebody new, the best answer is not "Shit man, I'm trying, but you aren't sitting in my lap". It is, however, very satisfying to say ( Read more... )

You'd think that with a nice record set with spun carbon nanotube counter electrodes I'd be excited or something.

I'm mostly just even more in a funk from being forced to break up with Shivani. I'm only more sad and bitter about how her family can be so disapproving.

I wonder if I am a bad or a good person. Sometimes I don't know. I like getting into arguments, but I dislike harming people. I also want to do something tonight that would be harmful to another... but I still want to do it. Hrm... decisions, decisions ( Read more... )

Internet flame wars are wayyy more fun than they should be.

I passed.

Finally. Oh, who the hell am I kidding, I am fricking dancing around at 1:40 a.m. and don't feel tired at all.

So I took the qualifiers exam yesterday ( Read more... )