May 12, 2010 20:48
I just wish I could be in a nice happy, stable relationship. I don't think I'm a bad person, I don't think I'm unlovable. I'll be damned if I can find a girl I want who is available and interested in me. Don't know where I should go to talk to people, bar really isn't my thing, and I'm too poor to go often anyway. Student clubs don't seem all that appealing, and it's summertime anyway.
Bah, I'll figure something, I always do.
Now I got to figure out how to deal with my F-buddy. I wish I could tolerate her better, or be more attracted to her, or something. It'd make life much neater, but one can't order the heart to suit.