I think what i'm going through is an identity crisis.

All i keep thinking about is when haruka and michiru faded away in Stars...

they just wanted to be together as they faded. They used the last of their strength to hold hands. RAR!!!!!

WHY CAN'T I JUST BE HAPPY THE WAY THINGS ARE!

( Look at them! So close. )

not good not good. not good not good.

more and more wanting everyday.

::sigh::

damn damn damn...

::cries::

i wish i had someone to hold me.

i frilled up my own homecoming.

( i'll tell more later, but here is somestuff, depressing don't read unless you want to. )

macomb closed!

WHAT?!

( in the same tune and rythmn of Muffin-man )

What's black and White and purple all over!!!

( Take a guess )

A change in faith ( Read more... )

Got your attention didn't it ( Read more... )

happy birthday stephen king

so far from reality i live. i don't suffer from senioritis. i want to do my work. i know i need to get it done. i'm not lazy really. i justh ave no sense of time. and i don't feel well. there is something wrong with me. i'm sick. and just not physically, but mentally.

and visits to dr. paul's isn't helping.

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i love him. but he will never love