Comments | bloodluna: 36: Confession

bloodluna

36: Confession

Feb 16, 2009 04:24

Arland is rather fast to spread the word, I suppose you've all heard by now ( Read more... )

m!saix, event, confession

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letmehealyou February 16 2009, 04:41:57 UTC

...I really...I don't know what to say.

bloodluna February 16 2009, 04:44:20 UTC

I'm sorry for lying to you, Kobato. I just wanted one day where I could be... among people I care for. And not have to watch you all with him.

letmehealyou February 16 2009, 04:53:21 UTC

But...he does care! You're wrong about Saix-san, he's a good person! He's always been kind to me...

...But, you lied to everyone and snuck over here. And Saix-san needs our help! That note said so! He's probably in really big trouble!

bloodluna February 16 2009, 04:59:40 UTC

Kobato... Do you remember when he asked you to tell him about the other Saix, before him, and Vexen? How they were in love? How he said that it would help Vexen if you told him? He only used that information to manipulate Vexen, and hurt him. He manipulated you into breaking a promise, just so he could hurt someone who has lingering feelings for him.

Saix can handle himself, over there. Believe me, he'll be more at home there than with the act he puts on here.

Thread 16

exploring_game February 16 2009, 04:49:11 UTC

Are you the same Mr. Saix I talked to before?

An Other-Saix?

...Is it bad over there? You're escaping it?

bloodluna February 16 2009, 04:51:32 UTC

I'm the one you were talking to before, but I'm... also the one that comes from over there.

It's very bad over there. Almost all of the others are horrible, but the person I'm a copy of is just as bad as them.

exploring_game February 16 2009, 04:58:03 UTC

I'm not sure an Other-Person can ever take a person's place. Even if they seem better at first.

You lied.

bloodluna February 16 2009, 05:01:02 UTC

I won't be exactly like him, but that's the point. I don't wish to be. It's whether others would prefer me, or the Saix they know. I won't force their decision.

I'm sorry.

Thread 32

[private; m!Saix] jacaranda_honey February 16 2009, 04:55:12 UTC

...well, why did you come here, beside seeking asylum from insane morons?

They'll probably come for you. If what you're saying is so, I'll do what I can to hold them. If I should find otherwise, though...

[private; Patchouli] bloodluna February 16 2009, 05:03:31 UTC

Because the one I'm a copy of hurts someone who loves him, intentionally, and I couldn't bear to let it go on.

The others are likely to be sent, in a day or maybe more. If you help me, I will be eternally grateful. I have no reason left to lie.

[private; m!Saix] jacaranda_honey February 16 2009, 05:16:43 UTC

...I see.

I'll help as best I can.

[private; Patchouli] bloodluna February 16 2009, 05:28:17 UTC

Thank you.

pastel_memory February 16 2009, 05:34:19 UTC

You don't want to go back? How...terrible is it over there?

bloodluna February 16 2009, 05:42:37 UTC

They're cruel, and murderers, and very few of them are nice. For every nice person there is here, there's someone there who wishes to eat the hearts of others, or cut them apart, or kill them for the sake of killing.

It's a hell, Namine.

pastel_memory February 16 2009, 05:44:09 UTC

...I'm so sorry, Saix. I wish this wouldn't end the way people are making it out to be.

No one should hurt anymore.

bloodluna February 16 2009, 05:54:05 UTC

I wish things didn't have to be this way, Namine, I really do.

odd_cheshire February 16 2009, 05:39:53 UTC

A bad idea indeed.

bloodluna February 16 2009, 05:43:10 UTC

How angry is she?

odd_cheshire February 16 2009, 05:45:12 UTC

Not unusually so. Exceptionally so. She fumes. She breaks. She scowls.

And what have we learned?

bloodluna February 16 2009, 15:38:13 UTC

A queen defied is within her right. I'll take the consequences of this.

It was worth it.