36: Confession

Feb 16, 2009 04:24

Arland is rather fast to spread the word, I suppose you've all heard by now ( Read more... )

m!saix, event, confession

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letmehealyou February 16 2009, 04:41:57 UTC
...I really...I don't know what to say.

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bloodluna February 16 2009, 04:44:20 UTC
I'm sorry for lying to you, Kobato. I just wanted one day where I could be... among people I care for. And not have to watch you all with him.

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letmehealyou February 16 2009, 04:53:21 UTC
But...he does care! You're wrong about Saix-san, he's a good person! He's always been kind to me...

...But, you lied to everyone and snuck over here. And Saix-san needs our help! That note said so! He's probably in really big trouble!

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bloodluna February 16 2009, 04:59:40 UTC
Kobato... Do you remember when he asked you to tell him about the other Saix, before him, and Vexen? How they were in love? How he said that it would help Vexen if you told him? He only used that information to manipulate Vexen, and hurt him. He manipulated you into breaking a promise, just so he could hurt someone who has lingering feelings for him.

Saix can handle himself, over there. Believe me, he'll be more at home there than with the act he puts on here.

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letmehealyou February 16 2009, 05:07:44 UTC
But...I think it would help him. Saix-san is Saix-san...and I think they could fall in love again. And even if it's painful getting there, I think...I think he would be happiest, in love. So...I don't regret having told him.

You're being terrible though! You should never, ever wish anybody to the other side of the mirror! No matter how much you hate them!

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bloodluna February 16 2009, 05:26:08 UTC
Kobato... I love Vexen. I can't bear to see him hurt like this.

I wish no worse on him than I've endured. But how is it fair that he should take my heart, torment someone I love, and leave me trapped on that side of the mirrors?

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letmehealyou February 16 2009, 05:31:54 UTC
You're not the Saix-san he loves though, so he'll still be hurt...

That doesn't make it okay to wish horrible things on him!

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bloodluna February 16 2009, 05:36:33 UTC
But I can be him. I can try. I only wish to make him happy, and protect him, to do whatever he wants. I never wish to see him hurt again.

So how is it all right for everyone else to wish them on me?

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letmehealyou February 16 2009, 05:41:40 UTC
But you're not him? You can't both be him...

It's...not right. It's not right. But you've caused a lot of people trouble because of this, and that's not right either.

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bloodluna February 16 2009, 05:50:06 UTC
Your Saix doesn't want to be Vexen's Saix. He doesn't care except to use him. To get a heart, or to get out, he'll use whatever tools he has, and if Vexen's lingering affections for another Saix are his way in, he will use them.

It's a trouble you'll all recover from. I'll simply be killed for it.

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letmehealyou February 16 2009, 05:57:31 UTC
I think you're wrong about him! And I don't think you're as nice as you keep saying you are...

...K-Killed?

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bloodluna February 16 2009, 15:36:10 UTC
I'm not wrong, Kobato. Why do you think Vexen wants so little to do with him?

Yes. For betraying the Queen, I'll be unmade.

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letmehealyou February 16 2009, 16:03:51 UTC
Because he's been hurt...but that doesn't mean he can't heal!

No, you can't! That's terrible! Nobody deserves to be killed!

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bloodluna February 16 2009, 16:07:33 UTC
He won't with that Saix around, Kobato. He'll only be hurt time and again.

I knew it would happen before I came here. I count on it, in truth.

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letmehealyou February 16 2009, 16:32:56 UTC
You can't take his place though! You're not him!

Isn't there anything that will keep you from dying? I know that you can't stay here...but isn't there somewhere else you can go, where you can be safe?

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bloodluna February 16 2009, 16:55:41 UTC
I don't want to be him. Do you know what it's like seeing someone hurt people you care about and knowing that it's your face they're seeing hurt them? I want my own place, but I can't have that either.

There's nowhere safe for me there.

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