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ADDD ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bored

i'm just ...

( getting my mind off of things )

all i have to say, is...

f u c k l i f e .

i hope my brother dies.

he fucking deserves it for the shit

he puts everybody that loves him through.

in my dreams... i always dream about someone close to me getting hurt badly, me killing people, or just fire and violence. what does this all mean? am i a violent person? am i evil? is someone or something trying to send a message to me? is it just anxiety? am i really going to murder people? if so, will it be insanity? will i just snap one day ( Read more... )

hmmm yesterday was independence dayyy although the united states sucks ass die to bush and gayass politics. well i woke up and i got ready and whatnot. billy, andrew, and that zach kid came over to get some firecrackers and bottle rockets from me again. they started shootin them off at my house when the neighbors already hate me. damn its only been ( Read more... )

well well well.  yesterday...(wednesday) i woke up and got ready for the mall with caren. then the phone rang. it was my brother, Tonys, ex girlfriend of five years, Krissi. then her new boyfriend, CJ got on the phone and threatend Tony because he was saying shit about him. Tony told the little fucker to come over to the house so he can beat the ( Read more... )

well let's see.

wednesday, my grandfather's surgery went okay. he no longer has cancer  BUT he's in a tremendous amount of pain ='(

thursday,  nothing new. just sat around like an idiot all day, then went to the hospital for awhile.

friday, went to the hospital, caren came over. we went out walking when it was dark out to find somethin to do or ( Read more... )

i forgot to update this thing again ( Read more... )

once again i havent updated in awhile. i will be from now on though.

lastnight i went to the mall and movies with caren. went back to my house. walked around outside at like 11 o'cock. oh, dummie me! o'clock. umm and kind of fell asleep and whatnot.

today we went to the mall and found people. then i was fucking stared at the whole time, which kind ( Read more... )

okay i havent updated in fucking forever. i've been grounded for 2-3 weeks. i never have anything to talk about anyway. i wont be posting much in here anymore. i have my website to work on this summer. i'm making the images for it right now. i'm going to use a KoRn theme on it =D damn i love that fucking band. and theres something else that nobpdy ( Read more... )