Holy crap it has been a while ( Read more... )

 Well school as started. I get to school at 10:00 in the morning and don't leave till 10:40 pm. I never sleep. I go home and my mind is rushing a million miles an hour cause I have to do the homework that is assigned for that day. So I do my readings, rehearsal, and stage management crap at night. Then wake up the next morning and do it all over ( Read more... )

Old memories are coming up and it bothers me. Did I really ever get over all this or did I just convince myself that I did? I do not want to be that person---10 years down the road thinking, "How the hell did I get here? Where am I?" Some times it is hard to seperate the real truth from what you tell yourself is true. However, I am sure that it ( Read more... )

Long time....

Well I am working quite a bit. There is not much happening other than that.

I am exctied for mexico.

I am coming to AZ the 6th-10th for my brother's court date.

Where to begin---well I got he highest honor scholarship at school. In all honesty it isn't that much compared to what I have to pay BUT I am DAMN thankful for whatever I get.

In other news, I have about 3 weeks to come up with $1500. I CAN DO THIS! I CAN I CAN I CAN!

I miss my puppy.

Sorry about my last entry. I was rather upset at the time. Other than the "family drama" I am quite happy. I love my life. It has its hard times, but overall I LOVE IT!

It is ironic- You know when people who betrayed you or were part of your hurt------then you get everything together and you look or hear about them and they are miserable. I must ( Read more... )

For those of you who are unaware: My mom is not a good person.

I can't talk to my little brother. He has been sent away. I spent the first few days of spring break crying my little heart out. My brother and sister ARE MY FUCKING LIFE! They mean more to mean than anyone and anything. It breaks my heart to not be able to talk to my brother. He has ( Read more... )

MYTH PROJECTS ARE OVER!!!!!! Yay!!!!! Lots of people came and all was well ( Read more... )

Ok so here is where I am now ( Read more... )